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failuretolive

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Nov 29, 2022
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I thought I would have a lot of words to say, but strangely I do not. I am a little nervous as to what comes after.
 
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HerculePoirot

(Frozen account)
Sep 25, 2022
761
Let me reassure you right now: what comes next is nothingness. I wish you every success.
 
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makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
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I thought I would have a lot of words to say, but strangely I do not. I am a little nervous as to what comes after.
BE very sure before you catch the bus. Think of every other option first, please. But I will support any decision you make as I understand the variety of pain so many of us suffer.
 
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failuretolive

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Nov 29, 2022
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BE very sure before you catch the bus. Think of every other option first, please. But I will support any decision you make as I understand the variety of pain so many of us suffer.
I am in some deep shit. And no one among my family members are particularly willing to help out. I am so so tired to bear this day in and day out. But, thank you for your thoughts.
 
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makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
I am in some deep shit. And no one among my family members are particularly willing to help out. I am so so tired to bear this day in and day out. But, thank you for your thoughts.
God how I wish there was some way for me to help you. Sigh! I guess in the end we are all alone.
Like standing in the middle of a hurricane, on top of a cliff. We know we shall die, but only the time is in question.
 
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failuretolive

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Nov 29, 2022
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Started fasting. 6 hours to go.
 
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LookingOverTheEdge

LookingOverTheEdge

Hello Darkness my old friend
Jul 13, 2020
355
I am sorry that life has brought you to this point. This world is truly cruel. You are not alone
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,713
There is no point as to worrying about what could potentially be after this. I believe that we simply cease to exist, but anyway there is no escaping death, it's our fate as humans to die so death really shouldn't be feared as it's simply inevitable. But I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find the freedom that you wish for.
 
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blackwidow

blackwidow

Road to nowhere
Aug 12, 2022
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There is no point as to worrying about what could potentially be after this. I believe that we simply cease to exist, but anyway there is no escaping death, it's our fate as humans to die so death really shouldn't be feared as it's simply inevitable. But I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find the freedom that you wish for.
I work with death every day and I also believe we just simply cease to exist too.. like a huge nothingness...
 
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GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,878
See you on the Other Side.
 
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Sittichmutter

Student
Sep 16, 2021
164
I am in some deep shit. And no one among my family members are particularly willing to help out. I am so so tired to bear this day in and day out. But, thank you for your thoughts.
Dear,
Does your family really knows how do you feel?
I bet they do not have a clue. If they did, they would run to save you.
What kind of help do you need? No deep shit should be so mighty to take a life.
 
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failuretolive

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Nov 29, 2022
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Started water fasting. Hope all goes well.
 
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MatthewV3

Student
Dec 15, 2021
107
I wish you good luck.
 
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BornToFail

Experienced
Sep 9, 2022
285
Good luck, brother.
 
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Wunderkind

❤️Travel by bus
Nov 25, 2022
192
Is your method SN?
 
Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,638
Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏
 
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