
imtiredasf
Member
- May 23, 2025
- 51
Still in pain, seems like it's kind of getting worse. Nothing is fun anymore. Movies just background noise, games minor distractions. Lonely, in that "Unfulfilled, no one really knows me," kind of way. I own a piece and the temptation to suck on it gets stronger every month, week, day. What if I fuck it up? What if I don't? I know someone will find me in short order, but can I do that? Do I leave my dog? He loves me. I don't have to lie to him.