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Ghostofthepast

Ghostofthepast

Student
Dec 31, 2022
178
Tomorrow is the day I am so alone I can't take it anymore everyone is fake there is no one real I'm always the one left behind by people not anymore the only I can trust now is dying
 
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Ozi

Ozi

Life is a hallucination
Mar 14, 2023
20
I wish you peace
 
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Sulyya

Sulyya

Synergist
Mar 6, 2023
541
I tired before I'm just going to go in down all my sleeping meds and freeze to death
Are you certain your body won't wake you up due to the environment? Freezing while awake, should that happen, seems like an awful way to go and a potentially terrible thing to survive should that happen.
 
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arsencio354

arsencio354

Member
Feb 12, 2023
54


wishing you peace in any decision you decide to make <3
may the sea of trees comfort u
 
Ghostofthepast

Ghostofthepast

Student
Dec 31, 2022
178
Are you certain your body won't wake you up due to the environment? Freezing while awake, should that happen, seems like an awful way to go and a potentially terrible thing to survive should that happen.
The pain I'm in freezing isn't going to make me fell much more than likely going to slash my vein to bleed out aswell
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Where do you live , is it cold enough ? Travel to northern Canada if you can , at -30 , you will CTB very quickly with summer clothes.
 
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Sulyya

Sulyya

Synergist
Mar 6, 2023
541
If this is what you decide then I hope that you find peace. Check in tomorrow before going, if you can.
 
Ghostofthepast

Ghostofthepast

Student
Dec 31, 2022
178
Where do you live , is it cold enough ? Travel to northern Canada if you can , at -30 , you will CTB very quickly with summer clothes.
Live in the USA Canada is 7hrs away for me and I have no money to get there
 
Ghostofthepast

Ghostofthepast

Student
Dec 31, 2022
178
If this is what you decide then I hope that you find peace. Check in tomorrow before going, if you can.
I'll make it a point it going to be a long day
 
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silverswan

Member
Jan 8, 2023
35
Have you thought about how to let people know that you've passed away, or making plans so that people know what to do and who to notify when they find your body? It's important to really think about this sort of thing and plan it out, as opposed to being impulsive. Take some time to figure out the details.
 
Touhou

Touhou

2hu
Mar 9, 2023
330
Farewell, I hope you're able to find what you're searching for post-mortem.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,789
It's certainly very true that you cannot trust and rely on people in this hellish world, other people just seem to create more suffering. I hope that you achieve the outcome that you are searching for, best wishes.
 
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lukas19

Specialist
Jan 17, 2023
345
The pain I'm in freezing isn't going to make me fell much more than likely going to slash my vein to bleed out aswell
If it's freezing you won't be able to bleed out as it will freeze and will be congealed
 
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theonewhosoonisdon3

Member
Mar 4, 2023
11
Tomorrow is the day I am so alone I can't take it anymore everyone is fake there is no one real I'm always the one left behind by people not anymore the only I can trust now is dying
I hope you are okay wherever you are
 
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theonewhosoonisdon3

Member
Mar 4, 2023
11
Damn man, I'm sorry shit was made worse instead. I honestly don't feel right wishing people luck even tho I wanna ctb too but I hope you can get through what/who you're dealing with, I'd say look for other people/avenues and outlets but don't let your hopes up high enough in case you're continually let down. I wish I could help more
I'm not I hurt myself trying not to do it more but I want to I don't want to be alive anymore
 
Ghostofthepast

Ghostofthepast

Student
Dec 31, 2022
178
Damn man, I'm sorry shit was made worse instead. I honestly don't feel right wishing people luck even tho I wanna ctb too but I hope you can get through what/who you're dealing with, I'd say look for other people/avenues and outlets but don't let your hopes up high enough in case you're continually let down. I wish I could help more
I have time tomorrow alone going to try again I hate it here
Which state?
Ny
Have you thought about how to let people know that you've passed away, or making plans so that people know what to do and who to notify when they find your body? It's important to really think about this sort of thing and plan it out, as opposed to being impulsive. Take some time to figure out the details.
I plan to never be found
 

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