allym101

allym101

Ally
May 29, 2020
277
Due to some unfortunate circumstances, I'll be taking my life tomorrow instead of what I had originally planned. It feels so weird, it's actually real this time. My method is no going back so once I hop in that car, It's over. Before I'm fully gone tomorrow I'll leave a very detailed plan on what I'm doing in case anyone would like to use it. You've all been super helpful as a community and I can't thank you enough. I hate how everyone's always told me taking my life is so selfish and disrespectful but on this community you guys understood. You didn't shame me or try to pull me away from attempting and for that I thank you. If I hadn't come onto this forum, without a doubt my final moments would've been a lot rougher. Thank you everyone, I hope you all find peace someday whether it be in this world or not. I'll be hopping around from different forums leaving a few more comments before I make my final post so I'm not gonna be completely gone after this post.
 
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Luchs

Luchs

kristallene Bergluft über verfallener Gruft
Aug 20, 2019
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Due to some unfortunate circumstances, I'll be taking my life tomorrow instead of what I had originally planned. It feels so weird, it's actually real this time. My method is no going back so once I hop in that car, It's over. Before I'm fully gone tomorrow I'll leave a very detailed plan on what I'm doing in case anyone would like to use it. You've all been super helpful as a community and I can't thank you enough. I hate how everyone's always told me taking my life is so selfish and disrespectful but on this community you guys understood. You didn't shame me or try to pull me away from attempting and for that I thank you. If I hadn't come onto this forum, without a doubt my final moments would've been a lot rougher. Thank you everyone, I hope you all find peace someday whether it be in this world or not. I'll be hopping around from different forums leaving a few more comments before I make my final post so I'm not gonna be completely gone after this post.
I hope you can find peace.
 
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chicken_hole

chicken_hole

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Jun 4, 2020
5
God speed brother.
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
I'm sorry it came to this, and wish you peace whatever you choose to do. Thank you for sharing with us.

Wouldn't wish you to be rushed before you planned to. If you can see your way to staying a while longer, you are always welcome back.

edit: Just checked your posts and it looks like you plan to use household chemicals, it sounds worrying.
 
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FriendofDeath

FriendofDeath

Elementalist
May 22, 2020
833
Sending you light and love! I hope you find the peace you deserve.
 
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TowerUpright

TowerUpright

Disillusioned
May 26, 2019
602
Hope you find peace.. Hope it isn't household chemicals either.. Not likely a peaceful way to go.
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
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I hope it all turns out s best as possible for you and that you find peace no matter what you choose. I wish i was as brave as you. Pray the be careful
 
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allym101

allym101

Ally
May 29, 2020
277
I'm sorry it came to this, and wish you peace whatever you choose to do. Thank you for sharing with us.

Wouldn't wish you to be rushed before you planned to. If you can see your way to staying a while longer, you are always welcome back.

edit: Just checked your posts and it looks like you plan to use household chemicals, it sounds worrying.
I've done more than enough research and I've even tested the chemicals I'm gonna be using, it's a pretty high success rate in my case, however I appreciate the concern.
 
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May 14, 2020
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Good luck and hope you find peace.
 
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
862
Hope you get some much needed rest my friend.
 
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MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
Surrounding you with love and light ❤
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
I've done more than enough research and I've even tested the chemicals I'm gonna be using, it's a pretty high success rate in my case, however I appreciate the concern.

Wish you safe travels, fair winds :hug:
 
Amnesty

Amnesty

Suicidal Cheesecake
Jun 2, 2020
172
It may had come to this yet may whatever occurs bring you peace.
 

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