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zoyam

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Aug 15, 2020
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Tomorrow is my day to go. I really hope that this would be my last thread here and my last breath in this world.
I hope I don't back out.
I hope that I don't fail.
I am not scared of the pain.
i am just scared to fail or being saved to just continue this miserable life.
I am scared of the consequences of the failure.
I just din't want to be hospitalized or go to psychiatric hospital.
I just want to go in peace so I can reunite with my mom again.
If I did not post for a week starting tomorrow it would be better to be removed
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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Sending you love and best wishes. I hope you have a peaceful journeyk
 
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miguel6565

miguel6565

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Apr 5, 2020
421
i hope you can find peace :heart:
 
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almost_dead

almost_dead

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Aug 7, 2020
465
-peace-
 
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death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
I hope you find peace.
 
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Meretlein

Meretlein

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Feb 15, 2019
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Smooth sailing, I hope you find what you're looking for.
 
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Cherrypea

Cherrypea

I remember when all this will be again
May 3, 2020
419
Wishing you peace xx
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,298
Fair winds...
 
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rt1989526

Paragon
Aug 2, 2020
935
Wish you peace and love. Which method?
 
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TheYounger

TheYounger

Aria Math
Jun 7, 2020
140
I hope everything works out. I'll probably end up joining you soon.
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
i'm sorry you've been pushed to this point. i hope you find peace.
 
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mopeyD

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Aug 8, 2020
39
I hope tomorrow is the day for me too. Peace!
 
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Infinite Conscious

Infinite Conscious

Experienced
Aug 18, 2020
281
So you are aware of how you will feel?

You know, you can always get a rope and not hurt so much...
 

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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
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Aluminium phosphide .... Don't know if it is peaceful method ... Hope u find peace
 
LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
Celphos aka aluminum phosphide
Unfortunately, your previous questions about fasting were not answered. Maybe I can give you the answer in time.

It doesn't matter which poison you take. Whether SN or aluminum phosphide (rat poison).

You fast so that your stomach is as empty as possible and the poison is absorbed quickly. The time required for fasting varies depending on the person and is 6-8 hours.

So 8 hours would be the answer to your question.

It's a shame we don't have time to discuss your interesting choice of method. I can only wish you all the best, may the hypotension visit you quickly.

Have a short and painless journey

Goodbye My friend
 
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zoyam

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Aug 15, 2020
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Unfortunately, your previous questions about fasting were not answered. Maybe I can give you the answer in time.

It doesn't matter which poison you take. Whether SN or aluminum phosphide (rat poison).

You fast so that your stomach is as empty as possible and the poison is absorbed quickly. The time required for fasting varies depending on the person and is 6-8 hours.

So 8 hours would be the answer to your question.

It's a shame we don't have time to discuss your interesting choice of method. I can only wish you all the best, may the hypotension visit you quickly.

Have a short and painless journey

Goodbye My friend
I didn't do it yet. It was a risk to do it last Thursday because maybe I would have been found early so I changed the day to monday or Tuesday.
Thank you for telling me about the fasting period
 
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LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
I didn't do it yet. It was a risk to do it last Thursday because maybe I would have been found early so I changed the day to monday or Tuesday.
Thank you for telling me about the fasting period
You are welcome.

As long as you can control the risk of being discovered, you should take the time to do so.

Would you like to tell us why you take this poison?
I think it's one of the most popular methods in India.
While it can have some uncomfortable symptoms, I believe it is a quick and mostly pleasant method
 
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zoyam

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Aug 15, 2020
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You are welcome.

As long as you can control the risk of being discovered, you should take the time to do so.

Would you like to tell us why you take this poison?
I think it's one of the most popular methods in India.
While it can have some uncomfortable symptoms, I believe it is a quick and mostly pleasant method
Because It's the easiest one for me. And also it is available in my country easily.
Many people used it and succeeded.
 

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