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carried away by a moonlight shadow
- Aug 25, 2021
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After two months preparing for it. I'm packing my bags and tomorrow I'll finally go to college. It will be the first time in 20 years that I leave my home for more than a week and live with unknown people.
It was exactly on February 14 that I made the decision although I was very afraid then and I am still scared now. That decision gave me direction. It gave me something to get up in the morning and at least to think about when I was alone and desperate at night.
It gave me hope... hope for change and because everything can be better... hope to get out of this hell, not to be alone. And maybe nothing gets better, maybe I'll fail, or maybe things will get worse... but at least I am grateful for that feeling of hope that I had not felt for a long time, and I am proud of myself for not having thrown myself back even if I was very afraid.
I will try my best... Good luck to everyone and have a good day.
It was exactly on February 14 that I made the decision although I was very afraid then and I am still scared now. That decision gave me direction. It gave me something to get up in the morning and at least to think about when I was alone and desperate at night.
It gave me hope... hope for change and because everything can be better... hope to get out of this hell, not to be alone. And maybe nothing gets better, maybe I'll fail, or maybe things will get worse... but at least I am grateful for that feeling of hope that I had not felt for a long time, and I am proud of myself for not having thrown myself back even if I was very afraid.
I will try my best... Good luck to everyone and have a good day.