Venting tomorrow is my birthday and I'm scared

[cellar door]

I don't have anything to share, but I'm frustrated. It's an important age in my country and I'm just a unemployed human that stays in the bed 90% of the day and do bad stuff to myself, It's sad

 

[YandereMikuMistress]

I don't have anything to share, but I'm frustrated. It's an important age in my country and I'm just a unemployed human that stays in the bed 90% of the day and do bad stuff to myself, It's sad

I can't say I have any advice I recently had my 19 birthday, Yay,, adultting, and I do the same shit, though I have a job, not that anyone actually takes me seriously for it but I planned to ctb, but I didn't have the right things and I also want to be somewhere far away from everyone I care about before I do that, though not gonna lie somtimes I just don't give a fuck who sees but I think that's gotta be my intrusive thoughts,, the only thing I can tell myself to keep me from fully believing I'm a pathetic person, but even then,, I know the truth.