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LostBoy20

LostBoy20

waiting for the bus to neverland
Nov 30, 2019
10
so, i decided that i want to kill myself tomorrow (partial hanging if you wonder)
i lost all of my motivation on life, im so stressed out by school; final exams, due dates, not being comfortable in there... also did i mention the fact that im currently studying medicine not because i want to but because my parents want to, i even talked to them and tell them that i don't want to study medicine anymore a year ago but they would just dont give a fuck. i was still doing homework today and realize its pointless to do so if i gonna kill myself so im just gonna enjoy my last days on earth, i will listen to music (gonna post the song in the off-topic section), write my goodbye letter and then go to sleep
 
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Time

Time

Looking to leave.
Nov 10, 2019
264
Hey, LostBoy20. I'm sorry that life has brought you to this point but if that's your decision, I hope that you find peace. :heart: :hug:
 
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Paisley

Paisley

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Jun 11, 2019
32
wishing you easy travels
 
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orangemushroom

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Nov 22, 2019
35
Good luck. I hope you have a fast and safe journey.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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We will be here and will support you in whatever you chose.
 
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Ghosted

I was never really here.
Nov 22, 2019
92
You have my love and support whatever you decide. Peace be with you.
 
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Meant2Die

Meant2Die

Specialist
Nov 8, 2019
307
Good luck and safe travels :hug:
 
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Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
All the best ❤️❤️❤️
 
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Azzy69

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Aug 8, 2019
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safe and peaceful travels. so sorry you had to spend your final days doing something you did not enjoy. :heart:
 
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Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
Like everyone else, I'm sending you lots of love and support. :heart:
I hope your exit is peaceful. Enjoy your last days.
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

Visionary
Oct 6, 2019
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Wishing you a peaceful journey. I hope your final hours are serene and enjoyable. There's no shame if you change your mind and come back, but if you choose to go, may you have a successful and easy transition. :heart: :hug:
 
throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
so, i decided that i want to kill myself tomorrow (partial hanging if you wonder)
i lost all of my motivation on life, im so stressed out by school; final exams, due dates, not being comfortable in there... also did i mention the fact that im currently studying medicine not because i want to but because my parents want to, i even talked to them and tell them that i don't want to study medicine anymore a year ago but they would just dont give a fuck. i was still doing homework today and realize its pointless to do so if i gonna kill myself so im just gonna enjoy my last days on earth, i will listen to music (gonna post the song in the off-topic section), write my goodbye letter and then go to sleep
I wish I could do a brutal method like that. If I could I wouldn't be here anymore. I think I'll just combine 2 methods.
 
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piupianissimo

Member
Nov 27, 2019
25
Sending love and wishing you all the best in your journey. May you travel peacefully and smoothly ❤️
 
NitriteAnatomy

NitriteAnatomy

Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
Nov 21, 2019
450
May you find the peace we all hope to achieve.
 
TearyEyedQueen

TearyEyedQueen

In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
366
I hope you find peace and happiness.
 
Morphosis

Morphosis

Experienced
Sep 22, 2019
260
so, i decided that i want to kill myself tomorrow (partial hanging if you wonder)
i lost all of my motivation on life, im so stressed out by school; final exams, due dates, not being comfortable in there... also did i mention the fact that im currently studying medicine not because i want to but because my parents want to, i even talked to them and tell them that i don't want to study medicine anymore a year ago but they would just dont give a fuck. i was still doing homework today and realize its pointless to do so if i gonna kill myself so im just gonna enjoy my last days on earth, i will listen to music (gonna post the song in the off-topic section), write my goodbye letter and then go to sleep

Can I ask what career you would like to have chosen if you hadn't been pressured into studying medicine? I always wondered just how many medical students are in your position. They tried to persuade me to go that route coz of my grades. Ummm... no thanks!
Anyway I hope your last days are as peaceful and enjoyable as you can make them :hug:
 
lostangel

lostangel

Enlightened
Mar 22, 2019
1,051
so, i decided that i want to kill myself tomorrow (partial hanging if you wonder)
i lost all of my motivation on life, im so stressed out by school; final exams, due dates, not being comfortable in there... also did i mention the fact that im currently studying medicine not because i want to but because my parents want to, i even talked to them and tell them that i don't want to study medicine anymore a year ago but they would just dont give a fuck. i was still doing homework today and realize its pointless to do so if i gonna kill myself so im just gonna enjoy my last days on earth, i will listen to music (gonna post the song in the off-topic section), write my goodbye letter and then go to sleep
good luck hope it all goes good. <3
 
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WallsClosingInn

Member
Dec 8, 2019
42
I wish you well and that your suffering is over...
 
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