LostBoy20
waiting for the bus to neverland
- Nov 30, 2019
- 10
so, i decided that i want to kill myself tomorrow (partial hanging if you wonder)
i lost all of my motivation on life, im so stressed out by school; final exams, due dates, not being comfortable in there... also did i mention the fact that im currently studying medicine not because i want to but because my parents want to, i even talked to them and tell them that i don't want to study medicine anymore a year ago but they would just dont give a fuck. i was still doing homework today and realize its pointless to do so if i gonna kill myself so im just gonna enjoy my last days on earth, i will listen to music (gonna post the song in the off-topic section), write my goodbye letter and then go to sleep
i lost all of my motivation on life, im so stressed out by school; final exams, due dates, not being comfortable in there... also did i mention the fact that im currently studying medicine not because i want to but because my parents want to, i even talked to them and tell them that i don't want to study medicine anymore a year ago but they would just dont give a fuck. i was still doing homework today and realize its pointless to do so if i gonna kill myself so im just gonna enjoy my last days on earth, i will listen to music (gonna post the song in the off-topic section), write my goodbye letter and then go to sleep