Tomorrow at 9am

[311]

I'll be catching the bus tomorrow early in the morning with opiates and alcohol. Experiencing alot of whatifs and other negative emotions. Alot of anger. Just wanna throw my phone against the wall. But the die has been cast. Hopefully its peaceful.

I'll be using 250mg of heroin
100mg valium
10 beers.

If you dont hear from me again after tomorrow it means it worked.

 

[Smilla]

Thanks for keeping us updated and I'm sorry it's come to this, but I wish you a peaceful blissful journey to the other side.

 

[DeadlyLiving]

I wish you the best of luck and that you find the peace you are looking for. <3

 

[sif]

Hey I hope you go peacefully, I'm jealous

 

[JustAboutDone]

I'm sorry for your feeling anger and negative emotions :-( I hope you can clear your mind and make the right choice for you xx

I hope it's a smooth and easy ride to the other side and save us a space when you get there. I shall be thinking of you.

Sending you love and a big hug

 

[Kuba]

best wishes to you :(

 

[Sick Boy]

I hope everything Works well in your method,and i hope you have a peaceful journey and you find happiness in the afterlife

 

[Dead_Inside]

You have all the luck I have to give..... I have chased that dragon before . It's peaceful and you will leave consciousness and concern for life fairly quickly. Have a good journey....
Grab me up on your way out please.... I am lost here .

 

[Retched]

I hope you find your peace, however that looks.

 

[OkTotti]

Umm.. i wish you well here, but why not 1,4 butendiol? You've been championing its use for a number of weeks on SS and now you have chosen another method...

 

[wanttodie]

hope everything Works well in your method

 

[311]

Umm.. i wish you well here, but why not 1,4 butendiol? You've been championing its use for a number of weeks on SS and now you have chosen another method...

Someone didnt have good results. I have a gag reflex. I have these supplies on hand.

It's not relevant to this thread. Btw I asked for the thread to be closed because we lacked information.

 

[Hunter]

I don't know what brought you here but I hope it all goes the way you need it to. I will look up at the moon tonight and think of you. Good luck.

 

[MsM3talGamer]

Opiates is my chosen method too. Safe travels to the other side.

 

[Taylor]

Best of luck to you, and I hope it's as peaceful as possible. Your emotions are completely normal. I feel so much resentment too, as I'm sure a lot of us here do. One thing I take comfort in, is knowing that the circumstances that brought me here are 100% valid and I'm handling them as rationally as possible, as I've exhausted every other option. I'm truly just putting an end to my suffering at this point, and it's the right thing to do. I would just be prolonging my misery/suffering in any other case, since I'm 100% positive these circumstances in my life will either never go away, or continue to get worse, making it impossible to enjoy my life any longer. That's where the resentment comes in, but the thing to realize is that everyone dies, some sooner than others. That's just the nature of life, and was our destiny from the beginning.

You're not using methadone anymore?

 

[Dead Meat]

All the best to you may your journey be a pleasant one and may you find everlasting peace.

 

[TiredHorse]

Save travels, and may you find peace at the end of them.

 

[Strangelittlebtfly]

Safe Travels! See you on the other side

 

[hemonpath]

I know it sounds crass but make sure you're wearing clean clothing. And please for your own sake have a good music playlist in the background. Every grand event needs a themesong...

 

[Stillnotsure]

Best wishes to you. May you find peace.

 

[borntodie777]

Wish you the best, your comments were informative

 

[JustAboutDone]

Thought of you this morning, hope you're at peace. If it didn't go as planned let us know you're ok xx

 

[15dec]

I hope you've found peace now, hugs

 

[Sanguinius]

Good luck.

"Go ahead! May the sunbeams entice you gently, may the wind drive you gently; Raindrops may easily fall on your head.
I'll take a look! May the sunshine enlighten your heart. May the breeze blow away the burdens of the past."

 

[gingerplum]

I selfishly want to ask you to stay,
because when you leave, I'll hurt too much to say.

I miss you already.

 

[MistakesHappen]

We haven't talked directly, i always admired your willingness to help others and share knowledge though.
You have been a part of this family and you will always be. Safe travel, goodbye Friend.

 

[okyeah]

rip

 

[Arak]

@311, if you still read this: metoclopramide ?

 

[21Neberg]

I'll be catching the bus tomorrow early in the morning with opiates and alcohol. Experiencing alot of whatifs and other negative emotions. Alot of anger. Just wanna throw my phone against the wall. But the die has been cast. Hopefully its peaceful.

I'll be using 250mg of heroin
100mg valium
10 beers.

If you dont hear from me again after tomorrow it means it worked.

Best of luck! Sounds like a sound plan. (no pun intented). I hope to come with you soon, and I hope you make it!

 

[Dead_Inside]

I was at work and I thought about you for some odd reason. It was already too late (11am) but I remembered you. Hope that means something good for you.