dust-in-the-wind
Member
- Aug 24, 2024
- 90
I know people that care about me want me to stay alive but the pain is fucking unbearable. I have major depressive disorder that leaves me in bed most days non functional and crying. Even if I force myself to do something, every second is torture. Yet my family tells me I need to live for them. This makes me more upset. They should want me to be at peace. This is just as bad as suffering from a severe physical illness, where it's more understandable to end your life.