devil

devil

Jun 22, 2019
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and I really don't know how I made it another fucking year.

end of story
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

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Feb 13, 2020
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I guess you don't want to hear happy birthday then. :hug:
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

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Aug 27, 2018
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I am sorry to hear that I am not being a jerk but I feel insulted when people wishes me a happy birthday, as a child birthdays were amazing you felt so grown up and proud about it like "now I am not 9 I am 10) plus birthday gifts were amazing back then and so were birthday parties with the whole class being present, scavenger hunt etc.

Even as a teenager there are some upsides like when I turned 16 I could get a license to drive a scooter and buy alcohol so age unlocked new things in life as an adult like I am now and I just turned 26 a couple weeks ago it´s insulting because I am just one more year further away from the good old days in my youth i.e. childhood but even teenage years and to know I am now closer to 30 than my teenage years is horrifying especially because I yearn to be a child so bad you wouldn´t believe so people congratulating me for being one more year further away from the happy years is insulting and I hate it, btw I am sorry you got one more year older it´s a curse as an adult nothing to celebrate at all.
 

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