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Avril

Unlovable.
Aug 8, 2020
545
Today was weird. In a way that stars aligned and got me closer to my goal which is a stress free suicide.
1. I finally finished my suicide note.
2. My sister finished her surgery.
3. Met a nice girl on an app, who was very understanding and surprisingly, was ok with my suicide plans
4. Donated money to some random people online a few days ago
5. Didn't throw up my food like I often do (I got to eat desserts)

38 days left and I can leave this world happy, calm and collected. Death is my only hope.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,878
Death is also my only hope, as it is the end to all suffering. I can imagine it must be a relief to feel calm about everything. I wish you the best with your plans, I hope you find peace.
 
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Sadness20

Sadness20

Experienced
Nov 1, 2021
269
Today was weird. In a way that stars aligned and got me closer to my goal which is a stress free suicide.
1. I finally finished my suicide note.
2. My sister finished her surgery.
3. Met a nice girl on an app, who was very understanding and surprisingly, was ok with my suicide plans
4. Donated money to some random people online a few days ago
5. Didn't throw up my food like I often do (I got to eat desserts)

38 days left and I can leave this world happy, calm and collected. Death is my only hope.
I wish you well and that you find peace in this cruel world of ours.
 
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SadVegan

SadVegan

Member
Oct 29, 2021
39
I wish you the best and most peaceful death, indeed dead is also my only hope.
 
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Gurtinukkk

Gurtinukkk

Member
Nov 18, 2021
9
Today was weird. In a way that stars aligned and got me closer to my goal which is a stress free suicide.
1. I finally finished my suicide note.
2. My sister finished her surgery.
3. Met a nice girl on an app, who was very understanding and surprisingly, was ok with my suicide plans
4. Donated money to some random people online a few days ago
5. Didn't throw up my food like I often do (I got to eat desserts)

38 days left and I can leave this world happy, calm and collected. Death is my only hope.
death is my last hope as well, my friends and family will finally be at peace from me. I'm draining to be around and can barely take care of myself. I just need a gun.
 
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