Today just might be the day

[Noonespecial]

I've gone back and forth so many times but I don't think I can take this anymore. The last couple days I've been falling deeper and deeper into this hole and I'm tired of trying to dig myself out. I have everything I need i'm going to take the SN a little later and hopefully that'll do it.

 

[tireddreamer]

I hope you find peace, whatever your decision is.

 

[Noonespecial]

I hope you find peace, whatever your decision is.

Thanks

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Hope you find peace. I'll join you soon.

 

[Inferdan]

May you rest on a hill with a lone tree, with a soft breeze on a cool night, with the starry sky above, with you finally at peace...

 

[LMLN]

May you find peace.
We are here whatever you decide.

 

[randomz]

I've gone back and forth so many times but I don't think I can take this anymore. The last couple days I've been falling deeper and deeper into this hole and I'm tired of trying to dig myself out. I have everything I need i'm going to take the SN a little later and hopefully that'll do it.

I am sorry to hear life brought you to this point. Are you absolutely sure you have exhausted all options to get better though? Maybe you should give yourself a little break and get some rest from life in order to start enjoying life again?

 

[Giraffey]

It always breaks my heart when I read that people are taking this decision because they feel like it's the only way to stop falling. It seems like less of a choice when it appears to be the only way out.

As above, whatever you decide, I hope that peace and strength soon follow. Just know that whether you go through with it or not, you will always have a home here where you matter equally as much as we all do

 

[Jumper Geo]

I've gone back and forth so many times but I don't think I can take this anymore. The last couple days I've been falling deeper and deeper into this hole and I'm tired of trying to dig myself out. I have everything I need i'm going to take the SN a little later and hopefully that'll do it.

I hope you have explored all the options available to you before ctb, plus have you prepared properly see Stan's guide the most copied and pasted document on SS, https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

I hope you can find peace.

 

[Noonespecial]

I am sorry to hear life brought you to this point. Are you absolutely sure you have exhausted all options to get better though? Maybe you should give yourself a little break and get some rest from life in order to start enjoying life again?

I've tried and tried so many times. I've done the resting thing too. It seems no matter what I do I always end up back in the same spot sometimes worse than before

It always breaks my heart when I read that people are taking this decision because they feel like it's the only way to stop falling. It seems like less of a choice when it appears to be the only way out.

As above, whatever you decide, I hope that peace and strength soon follow. Just know that whether you go through with it or not, you will always have a home here where you matter equally as much as we all do

Thank you

I hope you have explored all the options available to you before ctb, plus have you prepared properly see Stan's guide the most copied and pasted document on SS, https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

I hope you can find peace.

Yes I've read the guide many many times. As far as that goes I have what I need

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

May you find peace

 

[DownToGo]

Please give updates on how you're feeling. I hope you find peace

 

[Noonespecial]

Please give updates on how you're feeling. I hope you find peace

If you mean how I feel after I take the SN that won't be until later. I'm thinking of taking it right before I go to sleep then it'll just be go to sleep and don't wake up

 

[DownToGo]

If you can't fall asleep immediately or abort the plan please keep us updated

 

[Noonespecial]

If you can't fall asleep immediately or abort the plan please keep us updated

I will

 

[TeenIdle]

I hope you find peace on the other side
I hope I can join you in April when this coronavirus shit is over