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- Jul 22, 2020
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Among other things, I have depression, I don't have friends, I don't have a girlfriend, I don't have a job, I don't have money and I live in a place I don't like, so I feel lonely, sad and suicidal. Today it's my 24th bithday and I feel sadder than usual. I really would like to ctb today, but unfortunately my SN hasn't arrived yet. Unfortunately, I also don't have a gun, but I really would like to have one, so I could shoot myself in the head, specifically in the right temple, where I feel a dull pain. I cannot count how many times I wished to do that... Even little things make me sadder and with the passage of time I get even sadder. I'm tired of life, I'm tired of everything. I lost all hope and now I just wish exit this world full of unhappiness, sadness, suffering, pain and bad people. I'm exhausted.
Well, I hope today is a better day for you than it is for me. Have a good day!
Well, I hope today is a better day for you than it is for me. Have a good day!