Today is the day

[Candour]

I don't even know what to say, I'm staying in a hotel. I'm heading to the shop soon to buy alcohol. I need to get really drunk first, then I'm jumping off a high cliff. A whole mixture of emotions right now.

 

[Candour]

Story of my life...nobody cares

 

[Miss clefable]

Hugs I care wish you the best and find peace

 

[throwaway123]

Nice, I wish I could jump.

Good luck!

 

[Wantingpeace]

Me too wish you peace candour

 

[throwaway123]

Story of my life...nobody cares

same here. I sent you a PM.

 

[Candour]

I need to go buy alcohol. I just want to feel numb

 

[Miss clefable]

I need to go buy alcohol. I just want to feel numb

Do you have weed?

 

[fuckthis]

Wish you the best, hope it's quick for you. Rest easy.

 

[CJM]

Story of my life...nobody cares

Eh? It was only a few minutes.

But best of luck, get some nice alcohol, strong stuff.

 

[DreamFreedom]

Your so brave for finally having the courage! I wish you peace and I hope everything goes exactly how you plan it.

 

[Morning Angel]

I wish you peace, Candour.

 

[Volatile]

Nice, I wish I could jump.

Good luck!

That's your method though...

 

[Couchking]

Yeah...today is the day

 

[throwaway123]

That's your method though...

yea, but so far I have been unable to jump.
Maybe in the future I'll be capable of doing it. I really hope so.

 

[Leo]

Good luck bro....

 

[Volatile]

yea, but so far I have been unable to jump.
Maybe in the future I'll be capable of doing it. I really hope so.

When and where have you tried? Did you drink first or try when sleep deprived?

 

[Avicii]

I don't even know what to say, I'm staying in a hotel. I'm heading to the shop soon to buy alcohol. I need to get really drunk first, then I'm jumping off a high cliff. A whole mixture of emotions right now.

Are you in the UK

 

[starcrossedfate]

Go easy.

 

[throwaway123]

When and where have you tried? Did you drink first or try when sleep deprived?

I've been at the bridge a dozen times. I wouldn't count that as an attempt though. I've been there at night and during the day just staring.
Sleep deprivation won't help. I've tried that.
Most of the time I just stood there watching.Sometimes I felt at peace, other times I felt scared. I've never attempted to jump which is the reason I'm still here. I'm afraid of being unable to jump and being sectioned. This is the only reason why I haven't gone over the railing.

As more time passes I feel more and more pressured to do it. I'm not sure when that day will come but I know it's getting closer.

 

[Anyara]

Good luck my friend and i hope you find the peace you are looking for :)

 

[Candour]

Thanks for the replies everyone. My head is over the place at the moment. So can't really structure much of a coherent conversation

 

[MachineGunDani]

Hugs sorry ur feeling bad

 

[samsays89]

Thanks for the replies everyone. My head is over the place at the moment. So can't really structure much of a coherent conversation

You're brave for going through with it. What time will you do it?

 

[MEoDP]

Good luck

 

[Volatile]

I've been at the bridge a dozen times. I wouldn't count that as an attempt though. I've been there at night and during the day just staring.
Sleep deprivation won't help. I've tried that.
Most of the time I just stood there watching.Sometimes I felt at peace, other times I felt scared. I've never attempted to jump which is the reason I'm still here. I'm afraid of being unable to jump and being sectioned. This is the only reason why I haven't gone over the railing.

As more time passes I feel more and more pressured to do it. I'm not sure when that day will come but I know it's getting closer.

I feel similar.
How high is it? Is it ground or water?

 

[MistakesHappen]

I'm a bit late, sry, but wish you joy and peace. Best luck, goodbye

 

[throwaway123]

I feel similar.
How high is it? Is it ground or water?

it's about 50 meters about 164 feet above ground.

 

[Ready to go.]

Best of luck to you. I was going to jump from a bridge earlier this week but knew I'd have to be really drunk. I couldn't drive to the spot or take a taxi to because I'd get arrested and taxi would surely raise eyebrows at letting me out of car on top of bridge. Just be careful traveling to spot. ××

 

[Volatile]

it's about 50 meters about 164 feet above ground.

Ground is scary for some reason