Today is the Day

[Last Caress]

Hello sugarcakes,

This out-of-nowhere virus destoryed a lot of situations, including mine. Lost job, friends and everything I tried to keep together but it's just falling apart because the outbreak in my country is serious, despite how bad the economy is manifesting due to its fragile nature. Less money, no job to be found, no nothing. I had to admit I am compromise and it's a good time to ctb (it's just I always wanted to ctb because I have a couple reasons but I was waiting for a situation to fill the glass).

Anyways, I am going to purchase an old school rope, tie a hangsman knot and release myself somewhere in the woods. Forever.

I appreciate everyone here and I love you guys, even if I'm not showing activity I am here daily reading and praying for you to do your best. Now it's time to do my best, wish me luck.

PS my English sucks.

 

[MsMaudlin]

I feel there are going to be a lot of suicides because of this.

If you have decided that this in the only option, (you could see how the next few days pan out?) I genuinely wish you well, surrounding you in strength and love for your journey.
❤

 

[Forever Wandering]

Sure English that seems pretty good to me. And good luck to you bro.

 

[Last Caress]

I appreciate you support @MsMaudlin and @Forever Wandering

 

[Carina]

I'm so sorry, I know right now with everything the world's really screwed up more so than usual, but I'll assume you know what's best for you :)

I wish you well.

 

[jgm63]

If you decide to proceed then I wish you a safe journey.....

 

[Darkhaven]

Sorry it has come to this.
I haven't left the house ever since the university was closed 2 weeks ago, except for picking some food and essentials from the shop and take the trash to the bin.
I have classes through videoconference and it's awful because i can't get a quiet environment in my household with so many pwople around making noise, thus i can't participate in the classes which leaves me with 0 oral participation (50% of the grade value). My only hope are the exams (not something you should look out for), which, at this point, aren't even sure to happen as we are told not to leave the houses.
This whole mess is going to have deep impacts on everything: economy, politics, society, etc. I'm starting to get seriously concerned about it. In my case it doesn't change much, as i already wanted to die before this.

 

[TStorm]

You have my sympathy. This whole situation is making my desire to ctb much worse too. It feels like the world is falling apart and I'm unsure if I'll have a job for much longer. If I can't work and support my family, then... I don't know what I'll do. There is nothing I can do. But enough about me, I'm truly sorry you are going through a similar situation and I wish you peace.

 

[Donk]

@Last Caress even thought we've never spoken before i wish you a safe journey if you had thought this through and you are sure you want to ctb

 

[Last Caress]

Decided to postpone for couple hours because I felt sleepy af for some reason and I have to set up the mood better than the actual hanging setup I guess. Thank you everyone for all your support and also for the information you guys gathered here and the information I am going to review again to make sure I get every little tips and tricks you guys bring here

 

[theguineapigking]

Hey. I understand what you mean. This whole thing is f'ing crazy...it is historical. Like MsMaudlin said, you could always hold off for a little bit to see how things go. But I completely understand if you can't.

The government is talking about sending out $1,200 in the meantime to Americans FYI. It's basically to help in the short run. I know it's barely money for bills. But it's something. This is in the USA though. I don't know about other countries( unsure of your country). But just FYI.


If you need someone to talk with at all, I'm here for you. But if you should attempt, I wish you good luck, peace, and happiness. Thanks for being a member on here!

 

[Jumper Geo]

Sorry you feel so lost I hope you have tried to reach out to people who you can trust, the World has gone into panic mode even in the UK pubs and Restaurants have been forced to close, unfortunately I can only see things getting worse before they get better, I think we can write off 2020 there will be mass job loses with a lot of companies going bust but there will still be opportunities out there so I hope you can take advantage of some of them.

I hope you can find peace with whatever you decide, but SS has survived so you still have us to talk to.

Cheers JG

 

[jimbob1000]

sending love to you , whatever you decide to do , i wish you well

 

[faust]

Hello,
Another users of this forum already said everything what I wanted to say, but since you are determined to CTB, there is no need to care too much about things going on in the world.
I mean, now you can look at it from an observer's position not a participant's.
This is your decision and I respect it.
But how about seeing what will happen further? As for me, I am a bit curious.
Sending you lots of love

 

[Bob_Luman]

Hello sugarcakes,

This out-of-nowhere virus destoryed a lot of situations, including mine. Lost job, friends and everything I tried to keep together but it's just falling apart because the outbreak in my country is serious, despite how bad the economy is manifesting due to its fragile nature. Less money, no job to be found, no nothing. I had to admit I am compromise and it's a good time to ctb (it's just I always wanted to ctb because I have a couple reasons but I was waiting for a situation to fill the glass).

Anyways, I am going to purchase an old school rope, tie a hangsman knot and release myself somewhere in the woods. Forever.

I appreciate everyone here and I love you guys, even if I'm not showing activity I am here daily reading and praying for you to do your best. Now it's time to do my best, wish me luck.

PS my English sucks.

I'm so sorry buddy, I find a lot of this hard to watch online as a guy burst into tears in my area on the news because he had to let go all his staff who had worked with him for 30+ years. It's such a sad time. It's looking like another great depression like the 20s and 30s is likely.
I wish you peace as with everybody.

Sorry you feel so lost I hope you have tried to reach out to people who you can trust, the World has gone into panic mode even in the UK pubs and Restaurants have been forced to close, unfortunately I can only see things getting worse before they get better, I think we can write off 2020 there will be mass job loses with a lot of companies going bust but there will still be opportunities out there so I hope you can take advantage of some of them.

I hope you can find peace with whatever you decide, but SS has survived so you still have us to talk to.

Cheers JG

It's crazy how this has come out of nowhere and has spread across the world so quickly. What a start to a new decade though, first it was the Australian fires back in December into January time now COVID. I have heard from numerous resources online a potential vaccine for treating symptoms is near, let's keep our fingers crossed for the sake of everybody.