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LostAngler

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Sep 2, 2022
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...and I'm here. I wasn't supposed to be.

I find myself constantly toying with the idea that I might actually be dead or dying and everything I'm experiencing is a nightmarish continuation of why I tried to catch the bus in the first place. There are things that... don't make sense.
 
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Aim

Aim

🤍
Sep 12, 2023
945
Happy birthday! Hope you despite the situation can treat yourself with something extra today! 🤗✨
 
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PanaxMan

Student
Apr 11, 2023
156
...and I'm here. I wasn't supposed to be.

I find myself constantly toying with the idea that I might actually be dead or dying and everything I'm experiencing is a nightmarish continuation of why I tried to catch the bus in the first place. There are things that... don't make sense.
Congrats on having a birthday after the "Day of the Dead" Yesterday. A Lot of people decide to die on November 1st because of the significance of that day. I chickened out :(
 
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deletednumber

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
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...and I'm here. I wasn't supposed to be.

I find myself constantly toying with the idea that I might actually be dead or dying and everything I'm experiencing is a nightmarish continuation of why I tried to catch the bus in the first place. There are things that... don't make sense.
🫂 I feel you...still wishing you happy birthday🤗🎂 hoping that you will be kinder with yourself today.
 
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DeepCD

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Oct 2, 2023
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Happy birthday! Hope your birthday wish comes true! 🫂
 
ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
1,139
Happy birthday 🫂
I'm sorry things aren't better for you, but I hope you can treat yourself to something today, if you can. I know birthdays can be horrible, I despise mine, but I always wish other people can have something good on that day.
 

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