sad_frog
Member
- May 21, 2019
- 97
Up and down up and down. My life is the same cycle of a little bit of good followed by a whole lot of shit. I'm tired of it.
I have already tried taking my life once before and because of that failure I decided a bullet in the head is the way to go.
I have people who love me dearly and care about me that dont want to see me die. I love them so much.... I feel like this will ruin some of their lives.
WHY DO I HAVE TO CARE?! Well.. I won't have to if I'm dead.Then they can "figure it out" just as they told me to do!
Does anyone have any ideas on what I should tell the store owner so I don't look like a maniac or a suicidal person?
I was just going to say something along the lines of: "My husbands been begging me for a gun and I thought I'd surprise him on his birthday which will be November 12th."
Please...I need someone
I have already tried taking my life once before and because of that failure I decided a bullet in the head is the way to go.
I have people who love me dearly and care about me that dont want to see me die. I love them so much.... I feel like this will ruin some of their lives.
WHY DO I HAVE TO CARE?! Well.. I won't have to if I'm dead.Then they can "figure it out" just as they told me to do!
Does anyone have any ideas on what I should tell the store owner so I don't look like a maniac or a suicidal person?
I was just going to say something along the lines of: "My husbands been begging me for a gun and I thought I'd surprise him on his birthday which will be November 12th."
Please...I need someone
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