Today I feel very sad

[Mgl91]

those days that you remember all the shit ... when you leave your state of mental anesthesia ... the effort to keep negative thoughts blocked, those of anger ... to have to be in public to smile and pretend to be well ... how difficult it is for me every day ...

 

[Crushed_Innocence]

I hear you... so much suffering while having to try & appear "normal" ....... fucking sucks... Im so sorry you suffer this way.