To those here who are trapped in existence, I'm sorry

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm sorry, I really am. Recently, I've only been focused on myself being trapped in existence but then I remembered that I'm not the only one trapped in existence as there are others here who are also trapped in existence. There are others here who are miserable with life to where they want an earlier death but can't unfortunately achieve an earlier death because they can't access a suicide method. Of course, the reasons for somebody not being able to access a suicide method varies a lot between people but I know there are a few users here who want to ctb but can't.

This sort of pain really is immense because people like us have to accept being this state of limbo where we are miserable enough to want to die early but can't access a way to die early. It's just so unfair and all of our suffering could be prevented had pro lifers been compassionate enough to legalise euthanasia for us but, no, we live in a pro suffering society. Accepting that there is no solution to this problem really hurts. For me, this is my greatest pain ever and it causes me to be so scared and terrified of life. I have no idea if this applies to anybody else who are trapped here.

I know this post doesn't apply to everybody as a lot of people here can access a suicide method like SN or anything else but, for those who this post applies for, I truly am sorry and I hope you find peace soon. You deserve better, we all do. Once again, I'm so sorry...