Mooshi
Across space and across time, I will be there.
- Jan 13, 2020
- 205
I love my mom more then anything, but I hate how sometimes she just doesn't listen to me at all. It's just like she doesn't care about my emotions or my mental well-being at all sometimes.
Whenever I try to talk about how I feel, or my mental state, it's just considered complaining, whining, or I'm trying to manipulate her. That is not at all what I'm trying to do. If she hears or sees me crying, she won't even bat an eye or show a level of concern or care.
I hate it so fucking much. She has no idea how much it hurts me. I don't know, maybe she's right and I should stop complaining about how horrible my life is.
I feel like I am in the wrong. I'm 20 with no job, and she lets me stay with her. Yet, that isn't enough for me and I just want all her love and support. I'm probably asking to much.. I don't know
I'm also really clingy with people, especially new people. I don't mean to be.. Almost everyone I've ever been close with has left me, physically or emotionally. She's the only one that's been the the majority of my life..
I'm sorry, this post is all over the place. I just have a lot of my mind.
Whenever I try to talk about how I feel, or my mental state, it's just considered complaining, whining, or I'm trying to manipulate her. That is not at all what I'm trying to do. If she hears or sees me crying, she won't even bat an eye or show a level of concern or care.
I hate it so fucking much. She has no idea how much it hurts me. I don't know, maybe she's right and I should stop complaining about how horrible my life is.
I feel like I am in the wrong. I'm 20 with no job, and she lets me stay with her. Yet, that isn't enough for me and I just want all her love and support. I'm probably asking to much.. I don't know
I'm also really clingy with people, especially new people. I don't mean to be.. Almost everyone I've ever been close with has left me, physically or emotionally. She's the only one that's been the the majority of my life..
I'm sorry, this post is all over the place. I just have a lot of my mind.