to kill myself

[assisted]

or to surrender to the divine
knowing the divine, they won't let me die
regardless

 

[noaccount]

ah <3

how much do any of us know it?

 

[Pluto]

True surrender to the divine is the ultimate death, much more than merely killing the body. In the Eastern world, it is what everyone is trying to do but usually struggling for years. Myself included.