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whyyyyyyyy

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Yesterday I posted a thread about swimming out endlessly into an ocean until you freeze/drown (link below) . Numerous people graciously made me aware that this would probably not be as good a method to go as I had imagined.

One person mentioned that you'd probably be wishing for a shark to come and bite your leg off. This comment brought to mind another suicide topic that I'm interested in, because I thought, 'yes, I very much would hope for a shark to attack me if I were attempting the ocean method of dying!'

Which leads to my main point here, which is that I'm not particularly interested in a painful death, but the one exception I'd be open to would be if it were at the hands of a great beast, such as a great white shark, or also possibly a Grizzly bear.

This sort of painful death feels more like a rite of nature, like a purifying union with the primal self. It would be more akin to the deaths of even are very ancient ancestors. I think it would be a great honor to die at the hands of a great beast, more so than a gunshot, hanging, or pills, for example, for these are just pithy, man-made conveyances, and they seem a bit sad, depressingly modern, and unromantic, to have to depend on.

Now, a method like jumping, or Seppuku, I'd also put very high in honor and humanness. All of these- great beast, jumping, successful cutting, take some serious balls. I like the idea of getting mauled by a bear because it's like nature is unraveling you, rather than you ending yourself. Perhaps one could rub fish oil and guts on their boots and go hiking off trail in Katmai, Alaska right before winter when the Grizzlies are starving and trying to gorge before hibernation. There would be a primordial sacredness to going out there and doing that, like an Earth ritual.

The huge flaw in that is you have a high chance of surviving and being disabled for life. Even higher odds of surviving with the shark, plus to attract one you'd have to throw chum in the water, which could easily endanger other people.

So thoughts? Just rambling, but I feel strongly that there might be great honor in challenging/old fashioned/painful ways.

The overwhelming bias on this board seems to be towards a peaceful and painless death, but I'm curious if anyone else has any thoughts on actually wanting a painful death, for whatever reason.

 
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Knoc

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Bears eat you alive chunk by chunk. A bear is the last animal you want to kill you.
 
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This makes sense to me. Maybe buried deep in some ancient DNA we carry around, is the desire to end an unsuccessful life (like mine) by being eaten by a sabretooth tiger or a dinosaur for example. Seriously! Maybe the survival of the human race was partly in a small way enhanced by people like me visiting hungry beasts hoping they will devour me.
 
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whyyyyyyyy

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Bears eat you alive chunk by chunk. A bear is the last animal you want to kill you.
dude, did you even read my post?
This makes sense to me. Maybe buried deep in some ancient DNA we carry around, is the desire to end an unsuccessful life (like mine) by being eaten by a sabretooth tiger or a dinosaur for example. Seriously! Maybe the survival of the human race was partly in a small way enhanced by people like me visiting hungry beasts hoping they will devour me.
YES you get it, like this is a deeply ordained natural sacrament for when a life has gone astray and the glitch now must be corrected. Let the beast take you. You get it, thank you for being the one so far that gets it.
 
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brokeandbroken

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Apr 18, 2023
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Yesterday I posted a thread about swimming out endlessly into an ocean until you freeze/drown (link below) . Numerous people graciously made me aware that this would probably not be as good a method to go as I had imagined.

One person mentioned that you'd probably be wishing for a shark to come and bite your leg off. This comment brought to mind another suicide topic that I'm interested in, because I thought, 'yes, I very much would hope for a shark to attack me if I were attempting the ocean method of dying!'

Which leads to my main point here, which is that I'm not particularly interested in a painful death, but the one exception I'd be open to would be if it were at the hands of a great beast, such as a great white shark, or also possibly a Grizzly bear.

This sort of painful death feels more like a rite of nature, like a purifying union with the primal self. It would be more akin to the deaths of even are very ancient ancestors. I think it would be a great honor to die at the hands of a great beast, more so than a gunshot, hanging, or pills, for example, for these are just pithy, man-made conveyances, and they seem a bit sad, depressingly modern, and unromantic, to have to depend on.

Now, a method like jumping, or Seppuku, I'd also put very high in honor and humanness. All of these- great beast, jumping, successful cutting, take some serious balls. I like the idea of getting mauled by a bear because it's like nature is unraveling you, rather than you ending yourself. Perhaps one could rub fish oil and guts on their boots and go hiking off trail in Katmai, Alaska right before winter when the Grizzlies are starving and trying to gorge before hibernation. There would be a primordial sacredness to going out there and doing that, like an Earth ritual.

The huge flaw in that is you have a high chance of surviving and being disabled for life. Even higher odds of surviving with the shark, plus to attract one you'd have to throw chum in the water, which could easily endanger other people.

So thoughts? Just rambling, but I feel strongly that there might be great honor in challenging/old fashioned/painful ways.

The overwhelming bias on this board seems to be towards a peaceful and painless death, but I'm curious if anyone else has any thoughts on actually wanting a painful death, for whatever reason.

I feel like you are more likely to die by exhaustion and drowning or from the elements in nature than either of these two things.
 
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Knoc

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Apr 21, 2025
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dude, did you even read my post?

YES you get it, like this is a deeply ordained natural sacrament for when a life has gone astray and the glitch now must be corrected. Let the beast take you. You get it, thank you for being the one so far that gets it.
It does sound cool in concept like the death of an honorable warrior, but i'd would imagine that the unbereable pain of having your guts being eaten while you are still awake overides any sort of mystique.


Maybe a tiger or a lion are better? They are still primal beast but kill their prey much quicker. Is enduring an horrific slow agonazing death part of the charm? does It make It more meaningful?
 
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Kali_Yuga13

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I too find the idea of being mauled to death by a beast primitively noble. I'd love to give a giant tiger or bear an actual bear hug. For these same naturalistic reasons I also find dignity in dying in nature due to the elements or at bare minimum leaving my corpse in the wilderness to be scavenged. Viking funerals where they put the body on a floating pyre and set it adrift and then shoot a flaming arrow to ignite it also resonates.

My only concern with bears and cats is that once they get a taste for human flesh they begin to seek it out so they attack others and are often put down. I don't want them to get into any trouble for eating me.

Australia is a great place for beast-death tourism. They have man eating salt water crocodiles, great whites, lethal jellyfish and a bunch of venomous snakes.

Personally I don't like water deaths. Something like a rattlesnake bite in the desert seems like a good way to go to me.
 
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whyyyyyyyy

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May 26, 2020
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It does sound cool in concept like the death of an honorable warrior, but i'd would imagine that the unbereable pain of having your guts being eaten while you are still awake overides any sort of mystique.


Maybe a tiger or a lion are better? They are still primal beast but kill their prey much quicker. Is enduring an horrific slow agonazing death part of the charm? does It make It more meaningful?
Yeah it's no doubt an awful sounding death, I'm just exploring the idea of maybe wanting a painful death. Like in Futurama, the suicide booths on every corner have a painful and a painless option, complete with a bunch of different methods.

Of course pain is always painful, and mauling by a bear must be agonizing, but I have the sense that maybe it's more meaningful because having that experience is like a rite of passage, or something.
I too find the idea of being mauled to death by a beast primitively noble. I'd love to give a giant tiger or bear an actual bear hug. For these same naturalistic reasons I also find dignity in dying in nature due to the elements or at bare minimum leaving my corpse in the wilderness to be scavenged. Viking funerals where they put the body on a floating pyre and set it adrift and then shoot a flaming arrow to ignite it also resonates.

My only concern with bears and cats is that once they get a taste for human flesh they begin to seek it out so they attack others and are often put down. I don't want them to get into any trouble for eating me.

Australia is a great place for beast-death tourism. They have man eating salt water crocodiles, great whites, lethal jellyfish and a bunch of venomous snakes.

Personally I don't like water deaths. Something like a rattlesnake bite in the desert seems like a good way to go to me.
Yes, primitively noble, you get it. Haha, beast-death tourism, nice term you just coined. Rattlesnake is a good way, I never thought of that. Dying slowly, tripping out on the poison in the intense, dry, heat. Might feel like a very spiritual and Earthly transition to being unalive.
 
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I'm gonna guess it's really not that easy to br eaten by a shark. People have been lost at sea for months, even juts over a year is a record for one guy in a small boat in the pacific. The sea ones always seem to me to be the absolute longest ones avaliable. That's my opinion.
 
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bananaolympus

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This is like self immolation suicide by being devored by a beast is horrifying id rather jump from a skyscrapper than in the zoo
 
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Dying slowly, tripping out on the poison in the intense, dry, heat. Might feel like a very spiritual and Earthly transition to being unalive.
Exactly. I would set up a camp and then go hiking with snake tongs and a pillow case and catch a ratter. Back at the camp I'd settle in with a botte of tequila and maybe some shrooms at night and then stir up the snake and so it bites me and then just lay back and look at the stars. That would be so kino.
 
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Wow, being in the presence of such wild animals would put your survival instinct at its maximum, it would be an agonizing and mortifying way to "leave." Very brutal. I wouldn't even want to imagine being torn to pieces and eaten alive.
 
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Wow, being in the presence of such wild animals would put your survival instinct at its maximum, it would be an agonizing and mortifying way to "leave." Very brutal. I wouldn't even want to imagine being torn to pieces and eaten alive.
Bears especially are not a good idea since they start eating you alive. Cats will break your neck first, so at least they have their decency.


I can't believe I'm seeing someone with an ergo proxy avatar. What a great show. The third episode was so awesome. When he flies out of the gorge in the form of the proxy. I enjoyed it a lot. Top five all time.
 
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Dying of hypothermia in a freezing cold area would also symbolize nature taking over the body. But it is not heroic
 
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Bears especially are not a good idea since they start eating you alive. Cats will break your neck first, so at least they have their decency.


I can't believe I'm seeing someone with an ergo proxy avatar. What a great show. The third episode was so awesome. When he flies out of the gorge in the form of the proxy. I enjoyed it a lot. Top five all time.
True, a barking dog scares me.. I can't imagine being face to face with wild animals. Maybe I'd die of fright before they attacked me.

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Omg, yeees, more Ergo Proxy fans! How wonderful! I tag @Jealous Blackheart
He is also a super fan! (:

It's crazy, I talked more about the series here than anywhere else.
 
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What you wrote sounds coherent, only jumping doesn't fit into all of this. I don't see any difference between jumping and hanging, for example. On the other hand, arbitrary death by bullet is a long-established honorable, soldier - officer's death, rooted in military tradition and honor a hand similar to seppuku..
 
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Sharks only really bite humans because they think they sea lions and their eye sight is really bad, but they never eat them, i think. tbh i don't think a lot of animals would try to kill you unless they were on the brink of starvation, grew up eating humans, or are protecting their territory. maybe a polar bear though, those things have been known to hunt humans, but they're scary asf
 
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As romantic as this animalistic ritual seems, the problem I run into is the very thing that appeals to you: this union with the primal. The thing is, it is highly likely that your primal self does not want to die. It is your sophisticated mind that is suicidal. Being confronted with danger, and greater still, challenge, will birth the human desire to overcome. Confronted with a great beast, your primal self does not think of the romance of defeat, but the thrill and triumph of survival.

I have sufficient reason to believe that in such a scenario a person's desire to die would almost certainly be temporarily suspended.

My sophisticated mind says it is over. My sentence is served and I would like to retire.
My primal self says to Leviathan, "Am I not the greater beast? You may devour me when you have bested me, when you deserve it, or it is I who will devour you."
 
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