divinemistress36
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- Jan 1, 2024
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It sucks when you are always to depressed to even research and plan ctb methods. You have no energy and cant concentrate and just rot away in bed for years
I think yes, this is the case, sometimes people in depression simply do not have the strength to concentrate, I feel like this myself, I just don't want to do anything.It sucks when you are always to depressed to even research and plan ctb methods. You have no energy and cant concentrate and just rot away in bed for years
Ugh yes I hate it when people say that. It drives me up a wall when others act like they know how I feel more than me, even though I'm the one who has to deal with these feelings.And then people say stupid shit like if they really wanted to die they would just have ended it already
Do the antidepressants not help ?Ive had my sn for awhile now but ive been too depressed to go see a doctor to go get my anti emetics. Now I started taking anti depressants again so that I can focus on buying all the stuff I need. Maybe ill have enough focus to figure out nitrogen.
I thought they werent helping I was still depressed but then once I was off them for awhile. I felt noticeably worse so they were definitely helping.Do the antidepressants not help ?
You too <3I also despise it when they say things like "if you really wanted to, you'd be already gone", it's just so ignorant and insensitive, I cannot stand people like that who have no idea as to how difficult suicide truly is. I really wish there's the option to just fall into an eternal and dreamless sleep, nobody should ever have to struggle to die on their own terms. But anyway I hope that you find peace eventually.
True been there for three years. I could barely read let alone plan. My severe depression kept me alive. I had zero energy. Im still struggling. Still not able.It sucks when you are always to depressed to even research and plan ctb methods. You have no energy and cant concentrate and just rot away in bed for years
This is comfortingIt sucks when you are always to depressed to even research and plan ctb methods. You have no energy and cant concentrate and just rot away in bed for years
I am also in this situation, my body don't have any motivation to move an inchSame. Honestly, suicide feels like too much effort a lot of the time and my depression has made me lose any energy I once had. Sometimes I don't even want to get out of bed even if it's because I have to eat or go to the bathroom.