to 2019

[_habs1999]

quick little shout-out to everyone who didn't think they'd make it this far. 2018 was unbelievably difficult for me and i know how much worse things can get with suicidal thoughts on top of it.

i'm proud of myself, and i'm proud of you all.

and i'm not glad i'm still here, but i'm sure as hell glad u all are.

i know the holidays are supposed to be a ~joyous~ time but to those of us with not-so-functional families, i'm thinking of you!

much love

 

[Empty Smile]

If you weren't being so sincere about this, I would have given you the middle finger.

Peace to you though. :)

 

[Jodes]

2018 was unbelievably difficult for me

Cheers, to one of the shittiest years behind us, with far, far, far, far better to come, one day.

 

[Jodes]

I would have given you the middle finger.

I honestly don't understand :-/

Which bit was offensive? If its not bad to ask!! :-s Sorry! Foot in mouth! Ugh

 

[Empty Smile]

I honestly don't understand :-/

Which bit was offensive? If its not bad to ask!! :-s Sorry! Foot in mouth! Ugh

It's all good, it's just my way of saying 2019 can kiss my ass.

 

[Jodes]

It's all good, it's just my way of saying 2019 can kiss my ass.

LMAO I get it now

 

[Lunaemoth]

I wasn't supposed to see 2019. :( Due to visiting family, I had to push my date from New Years Eve to January 5th. Whatever. I won't have to suffer it long.

 

[Lifeisatrap]

I'm not proud of myself, was really set on being gone by now.

 

[SiArc]

I may only see a small part of 2019. Plans are New Year's Eve.

But thank you for the sincerity!

 

[Norest4thewicked]

2018 was a flaming trash pile of a year. Each one gets steadily worse. Some of it all caused by my own (in)action. Some down to circumstances and other people. Next year already looking bleak before it starts. The closest to me know I've tried to ctb recently and think they're helping with the it will get better quotes. They have no idea what goes on in my head.

 

[Retched]

I'm not proud of myself, was really set on being gone by now.

Ditto.

 

[Amber1974]

2018 was a true dumpster fire.

 

[bigj75]

Ditto.

Yae i should have been gone months ago but i didnt plan shit out right.

 

[Pulpit2018]

2018 was a quite a year.It also solidified my dedication to my goals and plans to CTB.

 

[Retched]

Yae i should have been gone months ago but i didnt plan shit out right.

Ditto again.

 

[Moth]

The rate my self destruction is going, when the mega fucked up destructive episode hits (usually summer) I'll be gone, each episode is worse then the last, I really didn't think I'd make it out of this year, so I'm pretty sure 2019 is the year I'm out of here.

 

[AveryConure]

Was supposed to be gone by now but my mom injured herself and could barely leave the house for a while so I had to postpone it for a long time.

February is where my depression usually gets extremely bad so no better month to do it again I suppose.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

This year was a catastrophe. I got divorced, evicted from my townhouse, my illness progressed, I gained weight, went through all my savings and spent any money I had left out of sheer depression. To top it off, my car just got totaled yesterday. Nobody hurt, but still. I am literally starting 2019 with nothing.

 

[bigj75]

This year was a catastrophe. I got divorced, evicted from my townhouse, my illness progressed, I gained weight, went through all my savings and spent any money I had left out of sheer depression. To top it off, my car just got totaled yesterday. Nobody hurt, but still. I am literally starting 2019 with nothing.

i feel for you.

 

[TAW122]

This year was a catastrophe. I got divorced, evicted from my townhouse, my illness progressed, I gained weight, went through all my savings and spent any money I had left out of sheer depression. To top it off, my car just got totaled yesterday. Nobody hurt, but still. I am literally starting 2019 with nothing.

Damn, that really sucks. Do you have any place to stay or are you literally homeless? If there is anything that you can do to stay warm during winter, then you could probably work on doing so while you figure out a plan for the next steps.

 

[littlelady774]

My New Years resolution is to ctb

 

[littlelady774]

This year was a catastrophe. I got divorced, evicted from my townhouse, my illness progressed, I gained weight, went through all my savings and spent any money I had left out of sheer depression. To top it off, my car just got totaled yesterday. Nobody hurt, but still. I am literally starting 2019 with nothing.

So sorry :(

 

[stargazer]

While not wishing for my life to be worse than it is currently, I also did not expect to still be here and with 2019 only days away, I get the feeling it's a 50:50 chance that I'll either find someone elsewhere before 31st December or I'll have to settle for a few days/weeks of 2019.

Not happy about this delay :( but I only have myself to blame for well basically how my whole life is and has turned out. Fudge :(

 

[GhostedToast]

So strange 2019 is so close... time is going by too fast....

 

[seekingoblivion]

2018 has been a colossal piece of shit. I'm gonna have to get my plan in order in case 2019 is just as shitty or worse. I am glad you and everyone are still here too. Though I understand that for many that just means prolonging misery. Hell if I wasn't a coward about things I should have taken myself out long ago