Tired

[Sadness20]

So damn tired mentally. Tired of forcing myself to live on.

 

[Idontmatter]

I'm sorry for what you are going through. It is definitely exhausting trying to fight to stay alive. Exhausting both mentally and physically. I feel the same way. I have suicidal thoughts 24/7 that won't go away and not sure how much fight I have left. Especially knowing I have what I need to ctb.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand how you feel. I am also tired. I know that it is hard to carry on when you have had enough of living. I see no point to this life and I just want to be gone. I wish that there is a way to fall asleep and never wake without having to go through the process of planning ctb. It is so unfair how we are forced to exist and yet it is so difficult to leave. I'm sorry that you suffer so much.

 

[Judy Garland]

So am I. I'm tired of everything I touch turning to shit.