Tired of this society

[spectraltease]

Im tired of everything. Tired or being the bedspread of everybody, tired of having to handle everything by myself, tired of grades and being as much as my grades, tired of this society and the rest of the shit they did to me. Now Christmas is coming, im not religious but its a family time and I dont really have that. Its a nice but depressed time for me. Idgaf about this life and continue living. This is the end of the road and im feeling great. My whole life I was never accepted for who I was, I had to play a character and had to take everything by myself. Nobody listening to me, but when im gone then im important? Then when its too late? I dont give a fuck, I just wanna die. I just need a little more time and I take the exit. I do it in january or february. I let you guys know more about my plans if its set up.

 

[Rational man]

Your story is filled with sadness.

 

[hatehypocrisy]

I hope you are all better.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm also so tired of everything. I could never not be tired of existing. The tiredness that I feel is one that no amount of sleep could ever take away. Your feelings are understandable. All that life is, is just an unnecessary and pointless burden with never ending problems. There are an unlimited amount of things wrong with being alive and other people do often just make things worse when there is already enough suffering.
I wish you freedom.

 

[spectraltease]

I hope you are all better.

Thank you, im happy that it will be soon over.

Your story is filled with sadness.

Thank you for listening