I don't know anymore. I feel like I'm holding on a sinking boat. I pretended to be okay but I am not. I try to ignore everything but deep inside I know I'm breaking apart. I feel guilty, insecure and incompetent. I feel voiceless and invisible. I feel like the world is against me. I feel useless and I wanted to disappear and have a break. I'm so fucking tired. I realize that I am on the verge of breaking myself up. I never improved because I feel like I'm on a cycle of misery and despair. I want to escape so badly.
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nightmother
Member
- Mar 15, 2024
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i know that feeling. Its just too much. Maybe you feel that even if you tried to write everything that was wrong right now, you would never feel you are done. I dont know if there is anything anyone can tell you to make you feel better, and i feel the only thing you can do right now is vent.
Its not ok, but its exactly that.
Its not ok, but its exactly that.
Hello and welcome (1st post!). Holding on a sinking boat can kill or make a situation much worse (I relate to that). Can you change your environment? Take a break? Let things calm down? You're certainly not useless 
I'm sorry life is so unfair to you and you have to go through this.
I'm sorry life is so unfair to you and you have to go through this.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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It sounds like you suffer a lot, I also feel so tired, I understand feeling tired of suffering in this existence. But anyway best wishes.
I wish I could take a break. I've been planning to take a break for a while now. But my schedules and activities is so inflexible. Thanks for the reply. I really needed some reflection to do.Hello and welcome (1st post!). Holding on a sinking boat can kill or make a situation much worse (I relate to that). Can you change your environment? Take a break? Let things calm down? You're certainly not useless
I'm sorry life is so unfair to you and you have to go through this.
Thanks for the support.
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