farawaystar
Member
- Mar 16, 2026
- 42
I have BPD. Diagnosed properly. Not self-diagnosed. Not just saying it because it sounds deep. I've been in therapy. I've been on meds. I've been through the cycles — the highs that feel fake and the lows that feel real. And I'm tired.
Tired of explaining myself to people who don't get it. Tired of being too much or not enough. Tired of reaching out and getting nothing back.
I'm not looking for saviours. I'm not looking for advice. I'm looking for someone like me. Someone who actually has BPD. Diagnosed. Real. Someone who thinks about suicide the same way I do — not as a cry for help, but as a real option. Something you've thought through.
I don't want people pretending to understand. I don't want pity or fake sympathy. I want someone who lives with this disorder and gets what it's like to be empty and overwhelmed and still have to smile through it.
If you're diagnosed with BPD and you're suicidal too, let's talk. Not about fixing each other. Just about being real. About sharing what this actually feels like. Maybe we're both tired of being alone in it.
Message me if that's you. No games. No pretending. Just someone who gets it.
Tired of explaining myself to people who don't get it. Tired of being too much or not enough. Tired of reaching out and getting nothing back.
I'm not looking for saviours. I'm not looking for advice. I'm looking for someone like me. Someone who actually has BPD. Diagnosed. Real. Someone who thinks about suicide the same way I do — not as a cry for help, but as a real option. Something you've thought through.
I don't want people pretending to understand. I don't want pity or fake sympathy. I want someone who lives with this disorder and gets what it's like to be empty and overwhelmed and still have to smile through it.
If you're diagnosed with BPD and you're suicidal too, let's talk. Not about fixing each other. Just about being real. About sharing what this actually feels like. Maybe we're both tired of being alone in it.
Message me if that's you. No games. No pretending. Just someone who gets it.
