EndofEternity
Member
- Mar 19, 2022
- 29
Everyone I love always ends up leaving in the end. They all say they'll never leave me, they'll never treat me like that. That despite my mental illnesses, they'll always be there for me. But everyone always leaves in the end. One even told me recently that they can't maintain our friendship if I don't work on my mental health. Like, do you not think I haven't tried? I did the best I could to work on myself, to address my problems. And you still treated me like shit. I tried as hard as I could to work things out, and you responded with outright hostility. I did my absolute best to try to fix things between us, and it still wasn't enough for you. And you have the NERVE to say you still care about me. And you expect me to believe that? When all I get from you is hostility towards me, you expect me to believe you care about me? If you really cared about me, you wouldn't have acted the way you did. You wouldn't have ignored me when I needed you. You pretend to care about my well-being, but I say, you lost the right to care when YOU became the reason that my being wasn't well to begin with. You don't get to say that you care about me, when you're the reason I hit this point in the first place