Venting Tired of being treated like I'm a regular person

[em4250]

I know I'm probably a pathetic little baby for this but I'm just so tired of being treated like I'm a regular functioning person. I wish people would treat me like the fragile dysfunctional mentally ill loser I am. It's selfish but fuck I just wish the world had lower standards for me, but I would probably fail to meet those. I don't know. I like people feeling sorry for me and it makes me feel like a selfish asshole

 

[notreallybored]

ב''ה,

Then it's just "who can your suffering make an income for?" so not sure it's an improvement.

Five minutes of watching hospice nurses gush on their monetized YouTube accounts will rub this in, not that that *helps* but "it do be like that" / "this is all there is."

While I certainly am nostalgic for the sort of default human ethics of twenty or more years ago (that may have been fragile or illusory), I don't think it's coming back as a real thing after all this holy war and "Peak Capitalism" and further corruption of any alternatives.