I tried to hang myself today. I was using partial hanging and it didn't really hurt. I felt blood rushing in my ears and my hands were tingling. It felt peaceful honestly, but every time I felt like I was about to pass out I stood up. The adrenaline rush from trying and failing has actually left me feeling better than I have in a long while. I just can't force myself to commit and I don't know what to do now. I'm just happy it didn't leave a mark around my neck, so at least I won't be hospitalized.
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Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 47,250
I hate how suicide is so unnecessarily difficult in this world, the fear of failure is why I've never attempted hanging properly, it certainly makes the method sound so much easier when you hear of people managing to succeed. But anyway best wishes.
TimetoGo!
Wizard
- Aug 30, 2022
- 653
Final step is always the hardest part, I've been there with both drowning and partial. Chickened out at last second
Practice being in those situations is valuable thoughSimilar threads
