Describe a time you have "missed the bus"
nicotine_poetry
New Member
- Mar 31, 2019
- 3
I took an entire bottle of my anxiety pills right after I had gotten the prescription refilled... I did a stupid thing and literally left the empty bottle laying on my bed after taking them all and laying down and right before I passed out my mom came in and freaked out on me. I was 16 at the time. The second time I didn't cut deep enough so my wrists clotted up before I could bleed out all the way. Definitely not trying either of those again. I'm thinking of carbon monoxide... I could just pull the car into the garage and go to sleep.
Two times last year. Once I took 100 valium pills and it just made me breathe weird for a few days. The other time I took about 40 pills of propranolol and they took me to the hospital when I started shouting and having hallucinations.
Dude. about about Nembutal
Nembutal my friend
One hundred? How could you speak coherently. Those things mess up my speaking pattern for a few days after they wear off
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DrownedOctopus
Experienced
- Mar 2, 2019
- 246
Well, the first time wasn't so much a failed attempt as it was I couldn't at the last minute stand the thought of ending an unborn baby's life. I was 16 ( I Later found out I wasn't actually pregnant). Probably the most devastating one, though, as I was SO close to being decapitated by a train. I felt so empty and full of so much regret I could do nothing but sleep and sob for weeks. Months. If I didn't think I was pregnant then, I wouldn't be here. After that my family wouldn't leave me alone even to use the bathroom, I was constantly around someone, so I couldn't even make another attempt. Not that I would have, opening my eyes was torture let alone getting out of bed.
The most recent I tried hanging. I had an episode of dissociation? Depersonalization? Idk. Something like that. I put my daughter to bed and tried.
I don't remember much of anything that night, especially not waking up. (Spent days contemplating if I actually am dead and this is just hell. Seems plausible.)
I had marks on my neck and a popped vessel in my eye, which was lovely.
Obviously I did something wrong and am doing my research on how to do it correctly. It's between that or a gun next time..either way I'm not failing next time.
The most recent I tried hanging. I had an episode of dissociation? Depersonalization? Idk. Something like that. I put my daughter to bed and tried.
I don't remember much of anything that night, especially not waking up. (Spent days contemplating if I actually am dead and this is just hell. Seems plausible.)
I had marks on my neck and a popped vessel in my eye, which was lovely.
Obviously I did something wrong and am doing my research on how to do it correctly. It's between that or a gun next time..either way I'm not failing next time.
Jodes
Enlightened
- Nov 23, 2018
- 1,261
Calculator321
Member
- Mar 14, 2019
- 27
Hey I am planning to go by propranolol overdose . Can you tell me how did you feel and what was the consequences? Any serious damages? Did you pass out?
I started pacing around really fast, and shouting incoherences. Then I fell down and couldn't move, and started having really realistic hallucinations. In the hospital I became angry and agressive, I tried to attack my mother. I thought that wasn't real but later I found out it was. I didn't have any lasting effects though. I took about a gram and then some, not nearly enough as I now know sadly. It takes too much propranolol to die.
