I do not do much at all, all I am doing is waiting until I fall asleep. I do things like watching the TV, but I do not enjoy it. My days are very long and depressing. Life is basically a pointless experience that we go through for the sake of it. At the end of the day nothing really matters. Everything that humans do is just a distraction from death. I never want to be alive, nothing makes me feel better and there is nothing to look forward to.