h luten :: journey well ::
i'm wandering / wondering what you're meaning by that: live life; live my life...
are you unconsciously inferring that members on this site are not living their lives because they don't want to live?!
maybe it's Jungian / or Freudian / or me just being my confused strange self!! (in that case - apologies!)
wish you well wherever you may wander!
h luten :: journey well ::
i'm wandering / wondering what you're meaning by that: live life; live my life...
are you unconsciously inferring that members on this site are not living their lives because they don't want to live?!
maybe it's Jungian / or Freudian / or me just being my confused strange self!! (in that case - apologies!)
wish you well wherever you may wander!
You are wrong about what is happening in my subconscious mind, but maybe it is a good thing that you asked, because now I can give you an answer as to why I am leaving SS.
First, I don't know anyone on SS personally, therefore I can't say what type of lives they live.
As Einstein said, by repeating the same things, you will likely not get different results. I feel like I am already repeating myself on SS, saying the same things over, and over again, which makes no sense to me. Now you probably think what type of results am I looking for? I just wanted to connect with people on a functional level, share motivating ideas, have a laugh.
I felt that there are members who think that if someone says anything motivational, that that person wants to save lives. Honestly, who has time for such an endeavor? and why would they want to do that? I dont understand why people think that.
I am a real person, what I have shared on the site is not a tale, I am who I say I am, and I have no agenda to save anyone, unless I know who the person is, and the person wants help.
Unfortunately, I don't know anyone here, it is just a nickname, with an avatar. For some people this may be enough, but I feel different. I like to see faces, hear people's voices. I understand that anonymity is needed to the people who wants to end their lives, but I don't need it.
Time is flying, and I am not getting any younger, therefore I must spend my time wisely. I can only achieve my goals in real life, and not virtually.
All and all, I dont fit in, I'm too "optimistic", but in reality, I am this way, because I need to, I am fighting my own battles.
I respect everyone's views, everyone is different, this is just me. I hope it explains why I am leaving. Good-luck to you too !
I'm really proud of you.
Hope you can deal with life and do your best. I'll do the same.
Won't you be around anymore? Gonna miss ya.
i will keep my account, maybe do a status update once a month, but I will no longer participate in any threads.