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[OvertheRainbeaux]

So I'm planning on CTB by the end of this month/beginning of February, I haven't completely decided on a date yet. Well tbh I haven't completely decided yet on what I'm going to do.

I heard about SN but I unfortunately won't have the money for it. I was thinking of just overdosing in sleep pills which will probably be my best bet because my only other choice I can think of is to hang myself but I've tried before and its complete torture plus my survival instinct is too strong and it's too the point where if I think about hanging myself I gag.

any advice?

 

[BooGirl]

Which sleeping pills?

 

[hatelife]

I overdosed on amitriptyline(got it online without prescription), fell asleep in 2 minutes...what went wrong well, I was on brink of death I dont know what I saw there, but I was unconscious and went to get help and fell on the floor, collapsed, and started convulsing or had death rattle, for 30 min before ambulance came and saved me. I took 84 pieces of 50 mg dose...doctors said I would have died if ambulance did not come, was put in coma for a bit bc of it to try to save my brain from brain damage...

I would not try sleeping pills, like yes maybe barbiturates, or propofol...but the new ones are not good enough...

 

[Tempeste]

sn is my backup bc of it's easy availability and price.
The shipping cost more than the product but still only about $30

I'm hoping you're not considering OTC sleep aids. They have a very low success rate and may cause considerable discomfort. Whichever you are selecting check their manufacturer info for ld50 dosage to avoid mistakes.

You have time to put into good research.

 

[hatelife]

Sn is not expensive, how old are u?

 

[jgm63]

I thought this thread was interesting :

Spoiler: farewell-and-thank-you.27028

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/farewell-and-thank-you.27028/

I think it's a partial suspension method. If you search on this site against the video id, it seems quite a few people have referenced that video, so there might be interesting info in some of those threads.

 

[hopeless__soul]

SN is super cheap, tho, are you sure you're not confusing it with N?

 

[Daffodil]

Have heard gruesome stories of people overdosing on pills from a nurse on reddit. Oftentimes they do die, but it takes 3-5 days. Their organs slowly fail in the hospital. Their family watching on, mourning them. Often the patient changes their mind due to pain but has to slowly die anyway. I would be very careful and plan out what you are doing, not do anything impulsively.

 

[enlightened_suicide]

I have tried sleeping pills it is a bad idea bc after you take a certain amount they change from tranquilizers to hypnotics/ a stimulant so you fall asleep and then unconsciously awake like sleepwalking and are not aware of what you are doing .. I downed like 3 bottles and ended up apparently driving my car to other side of town almost getting arrested and somehow making it back to my house wondering where my car was and what had happened the previous night bc I was only getting the story in bits and pieces .. like when you go on a xan binge .
Thankfully no irreversible damage, but just not a good idea in my opinion ..especially when places like Amazon sell SN and ship it for around $15

 

[OvertheRainbeaux]

Sn is not expensive, how old are u?

I'm 22 and it is when you don't have a job.

SN is super cheap, tho, are you sure you're not confusing it with N?

I mean I could possibly buy it but I just need something quick I literally only have 20 bucks in my account and don't know when I'll have more money bc I'm unemployed right now.

 

[lymbo]

I'm 22 and it is when you don't have a job.

I mean I could possibly buy it but I just need something quick I literally only have 20 bucks in my account and don't know when I'll have more money bc I'm unemployed right now.

may u share your reasons for ctb?

 

[jgm63]

I'm 22 and it is when you don't have a job.

I mean I could possibly buy it but I just need something quick I literally only have 20 bucks in my account and don't know when I'll have more money bc I'm unemployed right now.

If you think you're not too bad at keeping things down, then SN on its own might be possible without any antiemetic.
@NeCkDeEp did that, since she was generally able to drink a whole bottle of wine quickly, so was confident in being able to keep things down....
Or you might be able to use an over the counter antiemetic, eg "Dramamine" or "Gravol", or anything that says "dimenhydrinate" (or just get diphenhydramine, eg Benadryl, although dimenhydrinate is probably better).
However, ideally it would be better if you could order metoclopramide (meto), if possible.
You should also get some ibuprofen and tagamet or rennie if you can. If you have any benzos then that would help as well. Check out Stan's guide... Some people have been able to use just SN without anything else, although of course that is not "ideal".

Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help with whatever is troubling you. With the right help things can improve. There are many sources of help if you look and reach out. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping out of harm's way.