Thoughts

[thoughts528]

I don't understand the feelings I'm feeling. I don't know if it's real. Something in me doesn't feel right and every time I feel down or sad, I feel bad. Like everything is ok, are my problems that significant… people have it worse, am I in my own head making things worse?

I want to talk to someone about feeling like this but I feel stupid. If they ask me what's wrong.. i don't have soemthung that makes me kill myself. I just don't want exist. I look around and it's not worth it. I just wish I didn't exist, I wish for all the people that know me, to not know me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that not wanting to exist is a perfectly valid way to feel, but I personally don't see it as being the best idea to be open about wanting to die as it could very easily make existing worse, as after all so many people are anti suicide and punish suicidal people by locking them in horrific psych wards. But anyway I wish you the best.