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BleederOfZion

BleederOfZion

Taedium vitae
Aug 16, 2021
18
To start off, trepanation is boring a hole through a part of your skull to improve mental ailments or achieve a higher state of consciousness. Trepanation has been performed over and over again since the Neolithic times, with over 75% survival rate and is known as the oldest form of neurosurgery. Although trepanation has been discontinued because it is now deemed barbaric, modern proponents of the procedure continue to advocate for its alleged health and mental benefits. What's really incredible is that people have performed trepanation on themselves, with successful results.
So far no therapy has helped me with my mental issues, at best it helped me let out some steam but that was all, a waste of my parents' hard earned money. I know I'll end up killing myself if my mental health doesn't improve, I liken my situation to that of a cancer patient or some other victim of an incurable disease. Self trepanation is my last option or perhaps a whole lot of psychedelic drugs. If self trepanation does not work I'll be dead anyways or I move to the mountains to live alone if I survive.
Of course I'll do lots of research into the matter before I drill into my own skull.
 
lifecouldbedream

lifecouldbedream

Student
Oct 8, 2021
144
Definitely try psychadelics before this.
 
lifecouldbedream

lifecouldbedream

Student
Oct 8, 2021
144
I already tried LSD two years ago and had a horrible trip
Each psychadelic can be different, additionally set and setting are important. You ideally want to carefully prepare for your trips. Additionally, keeping something written informing you to surrender to the trip and that you are safe may be helpful, or just remembering depending on how well you can handle it. If tripping just isn't for you look into microdosing, you can get a good chunk of the benefits of tripping and then some. Mushrooms can easily be grown and DMT can be easily made at home, both for about 100 bucks each total.
 
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