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- Dec 13, 2018
- 11
1st: at 9 years old I held a loaded gun to my head and pulled the trigger the gun was on lock....my defense I didn't check I was nine
2nd: at 10 yrs old I jumped out of a moving vehicle sustained three broken ribs a punctured lung and a fractured foot but nothing extremely life threatening….I went to a mental hospital for 3 weeks
3rd: At 10 yrs old I also attempted to jump off of a 25 story building my guardian grabbed my shirt as I went to jump I was sent to a mental hospital for about 2 months
4th: at 11 yrs old I took a whole bottle of ibuprofen and went in the bath tub and slit my wrist I passed out and woke up in the hospital 3 days later I talked the doctors out of going to the mental hospital
5th: at 12 years old I had two attempts one I tried full suspension but the rope wasn't strong and it broke a few mins after I lost consciousness and I also drank antifreeze and my best friend found me passed out in her bathroom and called 911
6th: At thirteen I took about 13 trazadone 29 Prozac and 49 Zoloft and then drank a lot of alcohol before going to sleep I woke up whilst getting my stomach pumped and after a few days I was sent to a mental hospital for 8 months
7th: my most recent attempt at 15, I made sure everything that could let air into my garage was shut tight and I started my sisters car and shut the doors I was drunk and unlucky for me my neighbor opened the garage door as I was feeling dizzy I told him I wasn't suicidal and he believed me this was 6 days ago
there was more smaller attempts but that's the main ones.....
I want to try partial suspension but id like some advice and opinions
2nd: at 10 yrs old I jumped out of a moving vehicle sustained three broken ribs a punctured lung and a fractured foot but nothing extremely life threatening….I went to a mental hospital for 3 weeks
3rd: At 10 yrs old I also attempted to jump off of a 25 story building my guardian grabbed my shirt as I went to jump I was sent to a mental hospital for about 2 months
4th: at 11 yrs old I took a whole bottle of ibuprofen and went in the bath tub and slit my wrist I passed out and woke up in the hospital 3 days later I talked the doctors out of going to the mental hospital
5th: at 12 years old I had two attempts one I tried full suspension but the rope wasn't strong and it broke a few mins after I lost consciousness and I also drank antifreeze and my best friend found me passed out in her bathroom and called 911
6th: At thirteen I took about 13 trazadone 29 Prozac and 49 Zoloft and then drank a lot of alcohol before going to sleep I woke up whilst getting my stomach pumped and after a few days I was sent to a mental hospital for 8 months
7th: my most recent attempt at 15, I made sure everything that could let air into my garage was shut tight and I started my sisters car and shut the doors I was drunk and unlucky for me my neighbor opened the garage door as I was feeling dizzy I told him I wasn't suicidal and he believed me this was 6 days ago
there was more smaller attempts but that's the main ones.....
I want to try partial suspension but id like some advice and opinions
