BeijaFlor
Dreamer
- Oct 17, 2024
- 36
alright so, i've been thinking alot about this lately...
it began with jumping, that was my main focus for awhile. i'do walk around town looking for the highest buildings, thinking how or even if i could get acess to those but... later i figured out its alot easier to just look for the highest spots around your country n literally CTB over there.
its still an option for me but, not the first anymore.
nowadays i've been seriously considering hanging but, it wasnt untill i went through afew other methods first...
ive considered drowning but, from what i hear when the lungs fill with water, theres an intense burning n painful feeling so... idk how long it takes but, if its more than afew seconds, i dont think its for me...
also thought about gases but, soon realised it would require alot more than i assumed n, its hella complicated too...
then i finally stumbled upon info about SN, was really interested in it so i looked up abuncha threadsn all... however, theres just one thing i cant stand...
the nausea sickness feeling, that literally sucks... i mean, idk if im ready to spend 15 to 20min feeling like that untill i black out...
i was thinking of something quicker, like shot to the head or something, only problem with that is acessibility...
after considering all of these, i kept thinking back on hanging, either full or partial
either hanging or jumping, althou the tought of a failed jump terrifies the living shit outa me, n we have no control over it whatsoever...
with hanging, as long as you plan it well so that nobody finds you, its seems pretty reliable...
the thing with it though, is that you gota get it just right, so youll avoid asphyxiation... that could be a challenge...
eitherway, if all goes well, its fairly quick, safe n reliable, provided you take extra time n care w the planning i think.
oh, something else i've also been taking into consideration is about that rush of DMT that the pineal gland apparently produces while the brain is shuting down... so, it would be one of the reasons for me to discard a shot, or jumping... since the brains probly gona get all splattered, i'do miss on that experience
hmmm...
well, appreciate any thoughts!
it began with jumping, that was my main focus for awhile. i'do walk around town looking for the highest buildings, thinking how or even if i could get acess to those but... later i figured out its alot easier to just look for the highest spots around your country n literally CTB over there.
its still an option for me but, not the first anymore.
nowadays i've been seriously considering hanging but, it wasnt untill i went through afew other methods first...
ive considered drowning but, from what i hear when the lungs fill with water, theres an intense burning n painful feeling so... idk how long it takes but, if its more than afew seconds, i dont think its for me...
also thought about gases but, soon realised it would require alot more than i assumed n, its hella complicated too...
then i finally stumbled upon info about SN, was really interested in it so i looked up abuncha threadsn all... however, theres just one thing i cant stand...
the nausea sickness feeling, that literally sucks... i mean, idk if im ready to spend 15 to 20min feeling like that untill i black out...
i was thinking of something quicker, like shot to the head or something, only problem with that is acessibility...
after considering all of these, i kept thinking back on hanging, either full or partial
either hanging or jumping, althou the tought of a failed jump terrifies the living shit outa me, n we have no control over it whatsoever...
with hanging, as long as you plan it well so that nobody finds you, its seems pretty reliable...
the thing with it though, is that you gota get it just right, so youll avoid asphyxiation... that could be a challenge...
eitherway, if all goes well, its fairly quick, safe n reliable, provided you take extra time n care w the planning i think.
oh, something else i've also been taking into consideration is about that rush of DMT that the pineal gland apparently produces while the brain is shuting down... so, it would be one of the reasons for me to discard a shot, or jumping... since the brains probly gona get all splattered, i'do miss on that experience
hmmm...
well, appreciate any thoughts!