In my case, the access to methods is very limited, so I will have no choice but to resort to hanging when I get very desperate. To me hanging does sound like a difficult method because of the survival instinct, and there is also the fear of failure which is what holds me back from attempting. We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing, no one should have to resort to risky methods in the first place. It is cruel how the society denies us the option of peaceful exit. More than anything I wish that it was easier to leave, it is so awful feeling as though I am trapped in this world.
I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point and I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.
