sourcreamonion
Member
- Jun 25, 2020
- 89
I thought I was getting better, I honestly thought that the quarantine was helping me fix on my mental health, and so I tried to stay away from this site. But I guess I was trying to trick myself into thinking that, everything came crashing down the other day out of nowhere.
I had the worst freakout in history. One thing got to me and I started breaking down in tears and started to cut myself before I could even stop it, there was so much blood and nearly passed out, I thought I was going to have to call an ambulance. And I'm sorry, I know this sounds gross, I don't know where else to vent this. I keep taking sleeping pills to knock myself out whenever I wake up and eat, do my basic necessities because I'm scared of doing anything, or see anyone. My semester is starting soon and I don't know if I can take it. I don't know if this will be my somewhat goodbye letter or I'll stick it out to make an official one, I'm just so tired.
I had the worst freakout in history. One thing got to me and I started breaking down in tears and started to cut myself before I could even stop it, there was so much blood and nearly passed out, I thought I was going to have to call an ambulance. And I'm sorry, I know this sounds gross, I don't know where else to vent this. I keep taking sleeping pills to knock myself out whenever I wake up and eat, do my basic necessities because I'm scared of doing anything, or see anyone. My semester is starting soon and I don't know if I can take it. I don't know if this will be my somewhat goodbye letter or I'll stick it out to make an official one, I'm just so tired.