Venting This world sucks and EVERYONE has a coping mechanism

[TANETS]

History is plagued woth rape, murder, famine, genocide, and inequality . I dont understand why most people refuse to even acknowledge this fact and its honestly infuriating. I've been through different religions, ideologies trying to find an answer to this this cesspool and it always ends up just proving that humans are not far off from their monkey brained primate ancestors. This entire planet is a joke. 90 percent of the reason why I want to get off this planet is because of history books and shit I see on the news. I dont even care for human rights anymore this shit is a nightmare constantly.
I remember the feeling of leaving Christianity and feeling so lost and lonely so I gave Buddhism a try and realized it's just the same thing over and over again . I just want a hug or just SOMETHING that tells me that there's meaning to this .

 

[Rainbow Dash]

I understand. But most people dont acknowledge that stuff is well simple.

Most people dont care.
If they care they wont for long as wont change anything.

Fankly... We all have our own lives and selves/family to fight for than a stranger and someone we never met or care for.

We all have our own path in life.

Side note. History books are not real history like the news is mostly heavely worded to fit one side.

History is written by the victors.

History is NOT historicity.


My advice is stop caring. Focus on your self and be selfish. Only you matter in this world because if you dont fight for yourself no one will....

 

[doomedbynarrative]

I feel the same. It all feels like such a freaking waste and that living things can only exist happily by a) being stronger and more fit than everyone else and b) an intense amount of delusion (but no one would call it delusion which is stupid imho).

 

[SadCryingBunny]

Well, I found this video that perfectly illustrates what you're saying. That's why I sympathise with the naturalist effilist atheist view.

 

[jonoldak]

History is plagued woth rape, murder, famine, genocide, and inequality . I dont understand why most people refuse to even acknowledge this fact and its honestly infuriating. I've been through different religions, ideologies trying to find an answer to this this cesspool and it always ends up just proving that humans are not far off from their monkey brained primate ancestors. This entire planet is a joke. 90 percent of the reason why I want to get off this planet is because of history books and shit I see on the news. I dont even care for human rights anymore this shit is a nightmare constantly.
I remember the feeling of leaving Christianity and feeling so lost and lonely so I gave Buddhism a try and realized it's just the same thing over and over again . I just want a hug or just SOMETHING that tells me that there's meaning to this .

People always believe sweet lies rather than bitter truths. I fucking hate that all of humanity is built on nameless victims who died for nothing. And I hate that their suffering is turned into meaningless, deterministic lectures...

 

[RainyDays]

Sigmund Freud said, "Oftentimes the pain of life is too much. So, people use distractions, substances, and intoxicants." The pain of my life is too much and so I've used alcohol and laughing.

 

[TANETS]

People always believe sweet lies rather than bitter truths. I fucking hate that all of humanity is built on nameless victims who died for nothing. And I hate that their suffering is turned into meaningless, deterministic lectures...

I came across a Twitter post about how most of us will love to go to school, work with no breaks, then die. Surprisingly the quotes are filled with religious people saying the same exact thing you said, but saying that there's a heaven in the end at least . Yup. Most people know , it's just hard to acknowledge.

 

[RainyDays]

I understand. But most people dont acknowledge that stuff is well simple.

Most people dont care.
If they care they wont for long as wont change anything.

Fankly... We all have our own lives and selves/family to fight for than a stranger and someone we never met or care for.

We all have our own path in life.

Side note. History books are not real history like the news is mostly heavely worded to fit one side.

History is written by the victors.

History is NOT historicity.


My advice is stop caring. Focus on your self and be selfish. Only you matter in this world because if you dont fight for yourself no one will....

People may seem to care. So, they'll check up on you from time to time. They might offer and/or give assistance. But, they just slowly drift away. They stop calling to check up on you. This is what I experience all of the time.

Being selfish is something I'm trying to be. I don't want to sound immature or anything. By selfish I mean caring about myself more than I care about others. I was extremely selfless where I neglected my health and dealt with consequences. So, I'm trying to focus on myself more than others. I think that's self love : taking care of yourself and having a healthy respect for yourself. Self love is needed. I'm trying to love myself. It's hard. But, I'm trying.

 

[jonoldak]

I came across a Twitter post about how most of us will love to go to school, work with no breaks, then die. Surprisingly the quotes are filled with religious people saying the same exact thing you said, but saying that there's a heaven in the end at least . Yup. Most people know , it's just hard to acknowledge.

I also briefly believed in Buddhism (Lamaism) at one time, as it is the main religion in my homeland. As a child, I thought of death as something empty, where you stare at nothingness, which scared me a lot. Then, out of a desperate sense of the meaninglessness of life, I wrapped myself in the blanket of religion to find meaning and focus on life.

But life gradually fell apart when no one really understood me, and I was always fucking lonely. Religion had long since disappeared when I simply faced life's problems and agonized over what I was doing wrong and why I was different. It was a long time ago, but even then I understood that it would not solve my socialization problem...

 

[Rainbow Dash]

People may seem to care. So, they'll check up on you from time to time. They might offer and/or give assistance. But, they just slowly drift away. They stop calling to check up on you. This is what I experience all of the time.

Being selfish is something I'm trying to be. I don't want to sound immature or anything. By selfish I mean caring about myself more than I care about others. I was extremely selfless where I neglected my health and dealt with consequences. So, I'm trying to focus on myself more than others. I think that's self love : taking care of yourself and having a healthy respect for yourself. Self love is needed. I'm trying to love myself. It's hard. But, I'm trying.

See you get it. <3
Also in a related way you will also see who your real friends are and who was using you.

So i guess 2 in 1 package.

 

[RainyDays]

See you get it. <3
Also in a related way you will also see who your real friends are and who was using you.

So i guess 2 in 1 package.

:)

 

[DownwardSpiral]

I feel the same way, so many people are willfully ignorant about the sufferings of the world and pretend like life is a gift. Maybe for them it is, but not for most. The way they see it is that: anyone who is sad or defeated is just not trying hard enough.

I hate being mocked for being sensitive when all I want is for people and animals to stop suffering. I also hate being mocked for wanting to die instead of living out a boring exhausting life of working.