This week

[ribs for ryjo]

This week and hopefully tonight I will try to ctb. I'm gonna take a bunch of random pills ans Hope that does the part. I'm not sure with this decision, but I've wanted to do this and let go for so long.

 

[Gaga786]

Hi, I hope your doing well. Firstly, I want to say that im sorry that life has brought you to such a point. I truly understand your pain. I think the method you have chosen will be detrimental to your health as it may cause complications, which might induce permanent damage. Like you said, you're not sure with this decision. I think you should be sure about what you want because CTB is permanent, and I don't want you to end up in a worse situation than before. But it is your choice. We are all here for you. Feel free to dm me whenever you want if I can help in some way. Take care of yourself and I wish you the best

 

[Mimi_]

Using random pills will proably not kill you (depending on what you have) and just lead to more harm.

 

[Lovelorn]

You'll puke them out or just destroy your liver (or both). It's worth preparing for this because it determines everything; even if there's a bit more emotional pain to wait through.

 

[SilentSadness]

While it's completely understandable you want to ctb in this horrendous world, taking pills at random will never work. Even if you use really strong substances, the human body will accept permanent disabilites to keep you alive. It's so frustrating that we could go so peacefully if only emotional religion-preachers could keep their hands to themselves. I hope you find the freedom you've been lacking.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm pretty sure that trying to ctb that way will just lead to more suffering, I don't believe that taking random pills is recommended for a successful ctb. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[sorrowful]

take it from me the random pills method will most likely not work and can cause more suffering.

it's unfair we have no easy way out and have to resort to trying such methods to escape. earth feels like a prison. i can't stop you, but i hope you reconsider or at least research this method. may you also find your peace

 

[Touhou]

As the others said, I'd suggest against just taking a bunch of random pills. It'll probably just hospitalize you and/or cause some serious damage to your vitals.

 

[soontobedone]

I believe it's less than 1% of pill overdoses that are fatal. So you can count on this being an attempt with all the aftermath that involves. Sorry.