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IThirst4Freedom

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Mar 23, 2026
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Life itself feels completely pointless yet, most people pretend that it has a point or are just lying to themselves.
I am tired of being told that oh, you just need to go to the gym bro, you just need to go for walks bro, you just need to make more money bro,
you just need to get this or that THEN happiness will come. Wow, what a fucking lie that is. This society and specially my culture "American" continues to disappoint.
Everyday feels like ground hog day, EVERY FUCKING DAY!. Everyday going through the same motions that feel so robotic. At this point, I can hardly stand it anymore.
I am starting to believe people who CTB are the most logical and rational people out there, seriously.
Anyway, i suppose this was just a rant. I hope I can CTB before the end of this year because this place is getting unbearable.
 
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SoLowHollow48

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Not really. I mean, if everyone CTB-ed, then this site wouldn't have existed. No one would be able to tell you which method is the best (and the worst). We won't even be able to begin to understand why killing yourself is something that you're allowed to do because your life is yours.

Now, we can say that "Oh, well, it's better if none exists at all." but the fact of the matter is, everything has existed. Now, it's our time and opportunity to do something about it.

Some people just exist and make stuff. Making stuff is where it's at. Posting something here, writing, cooking, drawing, doing things that you're shitty at but you still do it because... why not?

You have a complete set of limbs and even if you don't, you're still here talking to us which I'm proud of you for. Some people just bottle it up and die the next day.

The world will always be on fire. Terrible government policies, wars, deaths, illnesses... those things will never cease--and yeah, I get it, why the fuck won't the meteorites just fucking come on us, things are just never going to change! In the grand scheme of things, we can't change shit but we can make do and change just the smaller things in our lives.

Untangle your bedsheets, open the blinds to the windows, feed strays on the streets; life's already good just doing the simplest shit.

Then again, I'm already jobless for 6 months now so take it with a huge grain of salt. I'm on a high dose of copium.
 
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IThirst4Freedom

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Mar 23, 2026
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Not really. I mean, if everyone CTB-ed, then this site wouldn't have existed. No one would be able to tell you which method is the best (and the worst). We won't even be able to begin to understand why killing yourself is something that you're allowed to do because your life is yours.

Now, we can say that "Oh, well, it's better if none exists at all." but the fact of the matter is, everything has existed. Now, it's our time and opportunity to do something about it.

Some people just exist and make stuff. Making stuff is where it's at. Posting something here, writing, cooking, drawing, doing things that you're shitty at but you still do it because... why not?

You have a complete set of limbs and even if you don't, you're still here talking to us which I'm proud of you for. Some people just bottle it up and die the next day.

The world will always be on fire. Terrible government policies, wars, deaths, illnesses... those things will never cease--and yeah, I get it, why the fuck won't the meteorites just fucking come on us, things are just never going to change! In the grand scheme of things, we can't change shit but we can make do and change just the smaller things in our lives.

Untangle your bedsheets, open the blinds to the windows, feed strays on the streets; life's already good just doing the simplest shit.

Then again, I'm already jobless for 6 months now so take it with a huge grain of salt. I'm on a high dose of copium.

When i made the title i was not referring to this website. I am stating life sucks. I am actually very thankful for this site so please do not misinterpret me.

Yea, i have limbs. Sure. i could have it a lot worse but that still does not take away my pain. That is like telling somebody who has all the money in the world
they should not be depressed, just look at robin Williams.

BTW, if i was high on a drug as you are now, perhaps the world would not seem so bad.
 
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Wojaczek

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Oct 24, 2021
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When i made the title i was not referring to this website. I am stating life sucks. I am actually very thankful for this site so please do not misinterpret me.

Yea, i have limbs. Sure. i could have it a lot worse but that still does not take away my pain. That is like telling somebody who has all the money in the world
they should not be depressed, just look at robin Williams.

BTW, if i was high on a drug as you are now, perhaps the world would not seem so bad.
exactly, whenever someone comes with the argument "but others have it worse" i just think that even people who got rich and famous doing what they LOVED ended up killing themselves, that just says it all.

IT DOES NOT FUCKING MATTER WHAT YOU DO OR DONT DO IF THOSE CHEMICALS ARE ALL FUCKED UP IN YOUR BRAIN.
DEPRESSION DOESNT DISCRIMINATE.
 
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IThirst4Freedom

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exactly, whenever someone comes with the argument "but others have it worse" i just think that even people who got rich and famous doing what they LOVED ended up killing themselves, that just says it all.

IT DOES NOT FUCKING MATTER WHAT YOU DO OR DONT DO IF THOSE CHEMICALS ARE ALL FUCKED UP IN YOUR BRAIN.
DEPRESSION DOESNT DISCRIMINATE.
Facts bro Facts
 
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