bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
woke up in absolute agony mentally. If there was ever a day to ctb it would have been today.
Aww 
sorry! I woke up bad too! At 4am and I started sobbing as soon as I opened my eyes. It's a horrible feeling!
sorry! I woke up bad too! At 4am and I started sobbing as soon as I opened my eyes. It's a horrible feeling!
Dead_Inside
Wizard
- Jul 2, 2018
- 622
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
I have no idea. Could just be getting closer to mental breakdown.
Dead_Inside
Wizard
- Jul 2, 2018
- 622
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That really sucks. Sorry. Hope you are feeling a little better now?
That's ironic, I had a extremely suicidal one today as well. I made it worse by watching YouTube videos about sad shit I should not watch. I'm pretty sure I'm ready to ctb soon, my neighbors know me and I plan to do it in the apartment. Hopefully they won't know it's suicide.
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
yae but I gotta ctb soon.
Iwant2sleepforever
Experienced
- Sep 8, 2018
- 227
Happens to me too, wake up feeling very depressed for no reason. I hate those days.
I'm getting close. I can't take too much more. I'm just exhausted from researching shit and trying to figure out my plan. I literally think and obsess about it ALL day long and it's draining me. I have no energy as it is and my brain feels like mush now.
PatKat
Meh
- Aug 9, 2018
- 1,025
Everyday I wake up is the worst time of my life.... Each day just gets worse...
MissLisa
Student
- Sep 13, 2018
- 153
I know how you feel, I have felt like that a lot recently. Hugs
whatmattersmost
Gone to HANG.
- Sep 10, 2018
- 224
You still Hanging to ctb?
I'm join You.
I was thinking to cut wrist so if hanging fails I can bleed out, what you think about that?
Giih
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- Sep 11, 2018
- 33
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- Jun 30, 2018
- 1,627
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