Method This is what I have available, is it enough?

[EverdreamNW]

45mg of xanax, trazodone, acepromazine, gabapentin 90 800mg pills, bupropion (wellbutrin), prazosin.
It looks like from the drug interaction checker that buproprion and trazodone have major side effects. Acepromazine is used in animals and it won't show up in the checker. I just failed a xanax and alcohol overdose and just ended up in the hospital and psych ward, next time I'm not going to fail but i wanna make sure i dont mess it up because i dont want to be waking up in a hospital again. Should I just take all the above listed medications and hope for the best or is there an easy to get addition i should look for? I know benzos and barbiturates shouldnt be mixed but i'm having a hard time figuring out how to get a barbiturate.

 

[Living sucks]

None of this is guaranteed. No one can tell you what dosages and cocktails will work bcuz it is a crap shoot as you stated.. take it all and hope for the best?? The reliable methods are listed in the resource compilation thread on the main page in sticky threads.

 

[laserfocus111]

your proposed combination sounds unreliable.

You need something to cause cardiac arrest reliably. None of these will get you what you want.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I hear you that you're determined next time you won't fail, but I also hear that you're considering just hoping for the best with this combo. So it seems like emotion and desire are struggling with logic, and that you may be trying to rationalize a bad choice. On a humorous but relevant note, it reminds me of an old saying: Wish in one hand and shit in the other and see which one fills up first. I know you wish for this to work, but it seems you have some awareness that you're likely to end up with shit.

You've asked others what you should do regarding this decision, but no one can answer that for you; it's your body, your risks, your decision. I would instead suggest writing out what you want vs. what you can realistically expect, the outcomes of a failed attempt vs. finding a reliable method, pros vs. cons, etc.

 

[cant cry]

It seems like all those pills would be enough to do the job, but what if you just hurl them back up?

 

[laserfocus111]

It seems like all those pills would be enough to do the job, but what if you just hurl them back up?

I mean no disrespect but I feel it's a bad idea.

Overdosing on antidepressants and anxiolytics usually won't get what you want. Your closest bet is prazosin (alpha 1 receptor blocker) but even then it's hardly enough.

Putting them altogether might work but I wouldn't risk a botched attempt with these.

 

[autumnal]

45mg of xanax, trazodone, acepromazine, gabapentin 90 800mg pills, bupropion (wellbutrin), prazosin.
It looks like from the drug interaction checker that buproprion and trazodone have major side effects. Acepromazine is used in animals and it won't show up in the checker. I just failed a xanax and alcohol overdose and just ended up in the hospital and psych ward, next time I'm not going to fail but i wanna make sure i dont mess it up because i dont want to be waking up in a hospital again. Should I just take all the above listed medications and hope for the best or is there an easy to get addition i should look for? I know benzos and barbiturates shouldnt be mixed but i'm having a hard time figuring out how to get a barbiturate.

If your goal next time is not to fail, an overdose on prescription psychiatric medication is unlikely to achieve that. The vast majority of these are designed to be safe in overdose by virtue of their target market. Nor is there an 'easy addition' to change that. Unfortunately, those kind of attempts are rarely fatal and are just going to put you back in the hospital and psych ward with possibly even less opportunity to access a proper method in the future.

I do appreciate that pill attempts are accessible, comforting and peaceful. Unfortunately, they are also usually non-fatal. I would suggest you have a look at the Resource Compilation to find a method that is better suited to you and less likely to fail.

 

[Valsalva]

OD never works. You will just hurt yourself, esp. liver and kidneys.