rabbithole
Experienced
- Oct 26, 2020
- 271
Partial hanging is so difficult. I don't pass out and my SI kicks in with the slightest discomfort. I really really can't keep living. I can't go to work or school because of my disease and I can't even watch tv or play video games because I am so depressed. When I watch tv I feel tortured by my thoughts of "why did this happen to me" when I look at the actors. I was healthy before September last year. I really miss myself. Sorry to rant on here all the time. I have no one to talk to. My bf doesn't want to be with me anymore because of my disease. I'm just heartbroken.