This is my suicide plan. Will taking this many meds before SN ruin anything?

[Godofdeathftw]

Planning to take SN, and then immediately do partial hanging. Here's my plan:

Monday-Wednesday: 20mg metoclopramide 3x a day. Begin fast Wednesday morning, eating my last meal Tuesday before bed.

Thursday: 20mg metoclopramide at 6:30am and 2:30pm. 6:30pm take 20mg Zofran. 10:30pm take 60mg metoclopramide and 30mg Zofran. 11:15 take 22mg SN, wait 2 min and then hang myself.

What I'm wondering is if I'll actually be hurting myself by taking that much medication. My instinct is to take a ton, because I have a stomach condition in which I regularly throw simply from simply eating food unless I take metoclopramide and Zofran. I'll be taking a break from those meds for a week before beginning my plan just so I can make sure I don't have a tolerance built up.

I'm a 165lb 6'1" super fit male. The metoclopramide I'll be taking is Reglan.

 

[Bluecow]

Trying hanging may just makes your SI hit hard. Why don't just lay in a comfortable place? If you are really sure of it. Full > partial.

 

[Godofdeathftw]

Trying hanging may just makes your SI hit hard. Why don't just lay in a comfortable place? If you are really sure of it. Full > partial.

What do you mean it will make the SI hit hard? I'll be choked unconscious in a matter of seconds as long as I don't fuck it up

 

[Blackjack]

My only concern/comment is related to your predisposition to throwing up. There have been a few recent SN attempts that resulted in throwing up in just the past few days even with the Meto. As I understand it, it's dependent upon how much SN is absorbed into your bloodstream prior to throwing up.

 

[Godofdeathftw]

My only concern/comment is related to your predisposition to throwing up. There have been a few recent SN attempts that resulted in throwing up in just the past few days even with the Meto. As I understand it, it's dependent upon how much SN is absorbed into your bloodstream prior to throwing up.

I know, I'm worried about that as well :(. That's why I'm planning to use it more as a failsafe if the hanging fails, and why I just posted a question asking if you could simply take more SN after throwing up

 

[Blackjack]

I know, I'm worried about that as well :(. That's why I'm planning to use it more as a failsafe if the hanging fails, and why I just posted a question asking if you could simply take more SN after throwing up

Yes you can take more SN after you throw up, but you'll probably throw it up again.

 

[Godofdeathftw]

Yes you can take more SN after you throw up, but you'll probably throw it up again.

Awwww. Why must it be so hard for our bodies to die! Natural selection has truly fucked our species. At this point I'm ready to take dose after dose of SN until it kills me. I'll go through the whole damn bottle if I have too. Vomiting is just another day for me. Additionally, I highly doubt any pain caused by the SN could be that much worse than what I deal with every time I have a flare up

 

[SprocketFiend]

I would be cautious about such a sizable dose of meto. 60g is a lot. Is there a reason you've settled on that number and not the more recommended amount of 30-40g? Do you feel comfortable with that amount seeing as you seem to have experience taking meto for your stomach problems? The last thing I would want is for your suffering to be increased for no reason from so much meto, but you probably know more about anti-emetics than I do from your prior stomach issues.

 

[Godofdeathftw]

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I would be cautious about such a sizable dose of meto. 60g is a lot. Is there a reason you've settled on that number and not the more recommended amount of 30-40g? Do you feel comfortable with that amount seeing as you seem to have experience taking meto for your stomach problems? The last thing I would want is for your suffering to be increased for no reason from so much meto, but you probably know more about anti-emetics than I do from your prior stomach issues.

Thanks for the concern, that means a lot. I was feeling comfortable with that dose mainly because I'll also be taking Xanax 15 minutes after taking my large dose. I figured this would stop any anxiety or panic attacks caused by the large dose of meto, so then the only other problem I can think of is the shaking. Is there something I'm overlooking?

 

[Rachel74]

I would personally justb take SN.