This is my plan

[Emerita]

Im doing full suspension hanging

My plan is I'm going to drink some 50% alcohol, put in my earbuds, and listen to some music. Then, take some Xanax. I'll put my head through the noose, make sure it's positioned properly. After that, I'll drink some more of my alcohol, huff some butane and then kick the stool away and then die.

My rope and the anchor are both very good, so no issues there. I already have it set up since I don't want any problems. Hoping I will do it before the end of the year. I just can't do it anymore I need peace I don't want to live in this pain, I can't…

Spoiler: Ghost Pipe (flower)

These are so pretty to me ♥
I wish I were a flower

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

I'll be doing fsh too, hope you find your peace hun

 

[darksouls]

good luck,
I hope everything goes well for you and you find relief from suffering

 

[ScholarOfDespair]

I hope you find peace, im also planning on fsh very soon. Good luck :)

 

[Emerita]

Thank you for all the messages ♥

I haven't attempted yet. I have been giving my belongings away which was more complicated then expected.

Oh, also I will be smoking meth before not for any reason to do with ctbing but because I'm an addict. I think it should be fine, I have a high tolerance. Though I wonder if it could keep me conscious longer… idk, it's probably fine though.

But I'm going to get some more liquor this evening because meth makes it harder to get drunk.

 

[Terrible_Life]

Thank you for all the messages ♥

I haven't attempted yet. I have been giving my belongings away which was more complicated then expected.

Oh, also I will be smoking meth before not for any reason to do with ctbing but because I'm an addict. I think it should be fine, I have a high tolerance. Though I wonder if it could keep me conscious longer… idk, it's probably fine though.

But I'm going to get some more liquor this evening because meth makes it harder to get drunk.

My advice: please be absolutely sure your noose is positioned correctly a correct position will led to minimal pain because you'll get unconscious very fast 10-15 sec. I say that because maybe after alc and meth you won't be able to place the noose correctly and then you might suffer too long